Child of the Battlefield
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Thread Topic: Child of the Battlefield
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Name: Zero
Age: 18+
Pronouns: Xe('s)/xem(self)/xyr(s)
Gender: Unknown
Sexuality: Unknown
Location: Unknown
Favorite Colors: Black, Teal, Grey
(Subculture) Titles: If you want to know, just ask me.
Hobbies: ...
About Me: I doubt I have much to tell you, but, here's this. I work, I do a few other things. I might draw or write a story from time to time. I mainly spend my free time (if I get any) in solitude, lost in thought and listening to music. I enjoy intelligent conversation, but I'm not big on politics. I'll laugh at a dark or dirty joke, and I'll offer help wherever I feel I may. I'm usually here...unless I'm at work, but that's aside from anything. Approach me with something military-related or all things videogames and you're certain to have my interest for a minute or two. I don't really converse often; I find that I have trouble in that area. I often go silent, as well. I don't really feel like sharing anything more, so that's all for now. -
Today has been rather slow. I was hoping it'd go better than this, but true to my luck, it went exactly as I feared.
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I tried to talk to people, but, they didn't quite entertain conversation for too long. But, I understand everyone has their own life. I just wish I had people to talk to and not be so anxious and uncomfortable around.
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I feel as though I've been having trouble with split-self syndrome again, but I'm not sure how to address it. I have to hold character while I'm at work and around others. I am not able to express myself in the way that would be expected and natural in times like these. I must hide all negative behavior and thoughts towards others. But it tears me apart. I don't know how to stop this, and I've been too lost and stressed. I haven't spoken to about it, but I probably should.
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I hardly feel as though I want to be here, yet here I am. And I really don't care about much of what they want from me, now. I just want to leave.
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It really doesn't matter, in the end. It is what it is.
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It doesn't matter. Never did and never will.
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What we are here for...is simply to exist until we don't.
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I hope y'all know that I'm probably just going to s----post in here. Who am I kidding on talking to y'all? I don't really talk to anyone anymore. If I do, it's a miracle.
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Nothing to do, tomorrow. Can't find work. Low on everything. Good conditions to hate being alive...and I do.
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But, he makes it worth living...
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The majority of it, though, is a pain and nothing I want to be alive for.
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I hope that we can one day change that...
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Asleep again...
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That was when I was in one of my better moods.
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