Lonely but also wanna be alone
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Thread Topic: Lonely but also wanna be alone
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The logic = 0
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I really should look more into that forest life
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It feels good to talk to yourself sometimes, otherwise I'd go insane with pent up thoughts the issue is I would rather talk to myself than talk with other ppl this is what I've descended into
Anyway I'm done speakin with the ghost in my wall
Carry on with your day -
If we could
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One day
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One day I'll be gone
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I have been fairly apathetic lately, concerns me. I don't know how it came about or how to help it. I want to talk to pals again but I can't seem to get motivated. I can do daily errands and stuff and some hobbies (to a limit) most things in life that should make people happy and energetic I don't want to partake in it, when I do I feel off like something bad is looming over my head. There's this perpetual depressed soul in me that's picking at my remains, it's turning me into dust. Sometimes I think I'm getting close to the end. Small pieces of happiness are still found but in strange unseen places in my life, that come and go. I'm hungry but also not hungry, my stomach hurts inside because I can't replenish myself. I can sleep forever but life keeps waking me up each day, not fully realizing Im still stuck in my sleep. Im sleepwalking within my dreams. Someone tell me to wake up so I can start dreaming again
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I was at this party recently and I couldn't shake this dread off my shoulders like something is wrong in the air, my hunger for life is gone. Couldn't even get motivation to get this girls number. She smiled at me and i smiled back. But that's it. I didn't care about trying. I just watched things happen and people go by, I was living in slow motion that whole time and everyone else was going lightning speed
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