Just a little something
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Thread Topic: Just a little something
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Hey friends~
This is not a su*cide note, I am okay!
(Mods if you need to move this to the study because it has to do with mental health that's okay)
I know I've been...a lot since the new year. And I've caused a lot of stress for most of you. I don't know when my next low will be, I'm feeling pretty good rn. But, I just want to say, that no matter how bad I may seem, I will be okay! Take what I say with a grain of salt, because the last thing I want to do is scare anyone with my vents.
I'm getting help. I'm going to a partial program for the day soon.
If I'm going too far, or being too much, please let me know that I am scaring you.
I honestly feel like such a s---ty friend for letting my impulsive feelings overwhelm everything. I want my friends to be able to go to me when they're sad, and not be afraid that I'm "handling too much".
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being such a selfish friend recently. Especially to Marrow and Eggs, who have taken the brunt of it all. I'm sorry that I haven't been here to help you through difficult times, and I'm sorry for making tough times even more difficult. I wish I could go back and tell myself to chill the f--- out, and that it's not all about me, but I can't. So all I can do is apologize now. I've been putting you through the ringer unnecessarily. And that...that's a s---ty thing to do. I really hope you can forgive me for causing so much trouble. You've been nothing but supportive, and I thank you for that. But that doesn't make my behavior okay. I realize that now. I was acting completely out of line, and very childishly. Once again, I apologize. -
I'm glad to hear that you're feeling good right now. I hope that the program goes well and that it helps! /gen
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