someday this pain will be useful
- Locked by The Coldest Sun on Apr 10, '22 5:58pmReason: Seeya.
Thread Topic: someday this pain will be useful
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I'm sorry, whose account is this?
and honestly I'm completely rewriting most of my lore, I'm getting a little overwhelmed lmao -
how do I figure out what my lore is lol
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[[ Null! Lysithea is one of my other names!
Oh felt that,,, minimising your lore can help with rewrites big time!]] -
I'll help you if I can dav
we can work on it together if you like
oh, howdy null! I would appreciate help, I'm just getting really overwhelmed -
[[ sure thing, just let me know when you need help and what if and I'll see what I can do to help]]
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Syre
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Sure *
..there we go English -
null, can I add you to a discord server for my world?
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[[ sure thing! I might not be super active but I'll do my best]]
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man.
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I really don't want this to turn into the kind of job I dread going to every day. What's so bad about me anyway? I know this isn't just me being paranoid. I didn't get this feeling from the people on my last line. Why couldn't I have stayed there? I'm sick to death of feeling like I'm too weird to deserve kindness. I hate feeling like no one likes me.
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I created a whole personality for this? I'm always nice! I say good morning and help people out! I do my job and I do it well, I never talk about what's wrong in my life, I try to talk about what interests everyone else. I do the absolute most in the name of being a likable person for my coworkers. Why do I always feel like an outsider?
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and before anyone says "just be yourself and people will like you ♥" or anything like that my true personality has never been received well
I act like myself here, and I'm almost always alone.
I act like myself at home and I start fights.
I act like myself at work and no one wants to be around me.
There must be something fundamentally flawed in my personality and I just wish I knew how to be normal. I know it's dumb to be so concerned with what other people think, and I should practice what I preach and just not give a s--- about it. But it's hard. Honestly. Wanting to be liked is natural. Wanting to feel seen and cared for by literally anyone is human nature. It makes me feel so weak. -
And yeah, I've got friends and family. But from 3 in the morning to 4 pm I'm either at work, getting ready for it or commuting to it. I go to sleep so early, and it feels like my job is running my life. It feels like I spend all my waking time there. I barely even get to talk to my girlfriend anymore, let alone my friends, and when I've got two or three hours of free time on any given day, I'm not seeing my family as much as I'd like to, either. I really don't want to do this.
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