Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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"not having someone to share your random thoughts and exciting moments with anymore"
if there was a genuine crying emoji -
😐💔
having a moment like this -
i feel so fake like i cant even talk abt some insecurities here and ive been dealing with them for way too long and i js wanna talk to someone about it but every single time i talk about it i never tell the truth like i physically cannot get the words out
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in all honesty i dont even deserve to feel this way like nobody does and i cant figure out why i feel this way but i just want help
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anyways im js gonna say it 😊
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i always feel left out like genuinely i dont know why i think its bc im naturally socially awkward (or the opposite way around bc im also naturally extroverted) and i just dont get what i did wrong to feel all these things and idk why i overthink but i lowkey think that i act too chill which makes it seem like i dont wanna be with people but its so hard to show effort
like i always do my best to show up for people and be a great friend but trust is big for me which means that i don't necessarily need to talk to someone all the time for them to be able to count on me all the time -
its also so frustrsting because i know why im like this and im just mad that its how my life played out
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because if i have one good experience with someone, i'm literally there for them for the entire rest of my life. like we could literally just say hi to each other and suddenly im willing to do anything for them. or even when another person and i can relate on something i just actually love it so much and i wanna be there forever for them. and when people dont show the same type of love for me i feel really bad. but ngl it was like that at my old school, you would have one shared experience with someone and suddenly yall have an inside joke or you smile at each other all the time. ig i still havent adjusted to maryland because everyone here apparently needs a reason to like others. but in texas it was like: "we've talked to each other once, ive got ur back and ik u have mine"
what if im like a super affectionate person who is like acting really cold (not in a emo way just not expressing a lot) because people have been telling me thay im overly affectionate
bc when im comfortable around somebody im literally the most loving person ever but i feel like ive been made to think that no one wants someone like that -
because i always see tiktoks that are like "i love physical touch, talking to ppl, and blah blah blah"
and i realized that im uncomfortable with that stuff but i actually love it like what -
are- are we just like the exact same person?? bc that's literally me- :')
and it always sucks to feel like that, i 100% get it T^T -
if we're the same person please tell me how to fix this issue 😭🙏
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cold cold man is so relatable because i know that people get insecure in relationships when theyre not being shown affection but its literally draining for me to constantly show love to people. like i'll always have love for them, but it doesnt mean i hug them all the time and stuff if yk what i mean. i totally would hug them but people make me feel likenim overbearing.
anyways the song is perfect because in relationships and friendships with other people, i rely on a mutual trust and faith that we'll have each others backs even if we're not always saying it. like when you have a long distance best friend and you know that itll always be the same between yall -
or maybe im making excuses to just not show love because im selfish i honestky dont know
i just know that somedays im like ready to date a guy and other days its like the total opposite
i think thats how i pull guys because im initially confident and all that, and then i just get dry out of no where but its mot bc i dont likr them its bc im comfortable enough to not have to feel like i have to talk to them at every second
but when the right person comes along im sure theyll be like the most amazing person to be around, and ill love spending time with them more than i like to be alone -
can gtq have dark mode my eyes r hurting
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do u ever have the days where ur actually so exhausted like all i did was stress out a bunch today bc my friend didnt text me back as wuicklu as j thougjt shenwould
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