Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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it only happened because I couldn't do anything about it and he knew it
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i feel like a body
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like a f---ing piece of meat bc guys only look at me that way and they treat me like it too
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and I can't do anything about it but at the same time it's all my fault that this happened to me and I couldn't stop it and i cant even remember what happened but it's still my fault and it's because of me
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its never going to be his fault but mine and I don't know how to deal with feeling like im disgusting all the time bc of something he did
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i don't know what im here for because boys see me as a body and girls won't speak up about it and adults say its my fault and im its never gonna away im gonna grow up with this in my life and i didn't even want it
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I don't have proof but every time i see his face or hear his voice i know what happened but it doesn't feel real
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i think its funny that im responsible for everything that happens to me but i hardly remember telling anyone that i was ok with this happening to my body but its my fault anyways because again, its my body and maybe i should have been less stupid and maybe that was bad of me but did i deserve what happened
no i didnt because i didnt ask for it and id never take advantage of someone like that and maybe thats why i feel a disconnection because the world gave up on me the minute my body became spoiled -
and the zoning out
somebody took advantage of me but they also took everything else because I can't stop being distant and I'll never return to how it was before because of something that a guy did to me that he probably won't ever think about again. -
i was a body to him but its my f---ing life and he doesn't have to live with it but i do
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I don't think i could tell anyone what happened
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anyways that happened
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i was upset yesterday but looking back it's true because i dont really feel like i can move past it and i'll always feel a bit like i'm imperfect because of it
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like how everybody tells you to crumple up a flower and try to make it perfect like before and it doesnt, and ik thats an unhealthy way to look at it but when something happened that you werent ready for then i don't think i should be okay with that
especially because i still dont feel ready and i never wanted to be looked at that way -
I wonder where the connection went
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