Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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Something bad happened to someone who’s close to me and i just don’t know if she’s alright or even where she is
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Oh no, I know what that's like. It's so overwhelming and stressful because you feel helpless and don't know what to do, I'm so sorry that happened to you. I really hope she contact you soon, do you want something to distract you in the meantime?
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its alright, she called me this morning and everything's okay
thank you for checking it, it means a lot <3 -
I know why my mom gets like this because I just did and I get it and I’m not mad at her anymore
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I posted under an anonymous account in the study because I was so hesitant to do it on my main, because it ruined the image that I had of myself and it was something I wanted to block out from my life and just never have to address again and just ignore it.
But I’m so uncomfortable and I’m living in a house with someone who I used to be best friends with and don’t even know anymore. And I don’t know what he’s like now so I’m always in guard around him, and I don’t know what to expect, he just feels like an acquaintance. My older sisters leaving and I don’t want him to talk to me more because I don’t wanna have any more interactions with him.
I never hear anything directly from him. Only from his friends or my parents, and it’s never anything good. I try to act like I’m a sister who loves him and I act like we’re still close but he feels like a stranger. And it’s honestly like living with a ghost because the most I hear of him is when he’s going up the stairs at night or watching something on the TV.
And he’s not even like my brother anymore and whoever I used to play with and talk with is just gone. Now there’s a person who could go off at any minute, who threatens to hurt me or other people if we do something that sets him off. And I never expect it. I didn’t know that if I played music he didn’t like that he would threaten me and get physical with me.
And then say that I was playing the victim because I shouldn’t have played the music in the first place. And then gaslight me into believing that it’s me that caused it and then get even more explosive when I defended myself. Then to feel like I can’t say anything back because he won’t listen and he’ll hurt me. -
My entire family tiptoes around him because anything we say or do will be met with physical violence and screaming and yelling
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And I want to feel safe because sometimes it makes me flinch and I have to force myself to leave the room before he hurts me
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And he dehumanizes me and makes me feel like nothing, claiming that I’m hiding behind being younger and being a girl. Saying I can’t complain because I’m a girl, that I can’t talk first, that I can’t play music, that I can’t talk at family dinners.
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That I’m stupid, slow, unathletic, ugly, and naïve
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anyways i like these bracelets
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do u ever wake up nauseous and anemic
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sports games and concerts make my stomach hurt
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yes he was different
Why?
Because I wasn’t scared to facetime him and talk about whatever I wanted to -
He’s dating someone else now but we were snapping each other and he was home aline and he asked me what he should order for dinner and I told him I was getting pizza and then he did it too and idk why it was cute but it was bc he cared abt me
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I miss this one person
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