Were gonna have a good day
Thread Topic: Were gonna have a good day
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I really loved the way that we had a waterfall wall thing in our pool in Texas. Whenever it turned on, everything felt so calm and you’d just hear the sound of it.
And then the giant palm trees that surrounded it, and it felt like a hidden place, even though it really wasn’t. -
Or that we never had to cover the pool because it’s Texas and nobody does that
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And you could use the hot tub in the winter, then jump into the freezing cold pool when you got too hot.
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You know how you don’t know if someone likes you back, and you don’t think you ever will.
I don’t know what to f---ing do because everyone else seems to be managing their social life and their schoolwork just fine. -
I hate how it’s a stupid cycle
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Hot dog 🌭
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Corn dog
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Also I think I’ve got a stomach problem bc istg I’m abt to puke
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It’s like stress, anxiety, actual sickness, are all making me feel sick oml
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I also just need to cry. Let me rant so I feel less gross rq.
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School is like the most stressful thing ever right now. I’m trying my very best, and I still can’t seem to get anything over a 90%. My grades aren’t reflecting the kind of student that I KNOW I am. I’m learning all the material, and I really understand it by the time I take the test. I like learning, so that’s no worry at all. My bigger problem is the workload. I go to a really hard and rigorous school, so I’ve got a lot of pressure on me to finish about 3 hours of homework for 4 classes a day. It sounds really easy and stuff, but that’s three hours of my day taken away from 4:00 pm to 10:00 pm. Not to mention I have activities, stuff I need to catch up on, long projects I need to work on.
It’s just too much. Everyone else seems to be doing fine, because I go to a school full of gosh darn robots. I’m left with like, an hour of time to myself? And even that’s used for planning for the next day.
I get like six hours of sleep, which isn’t that bad, but I’m exhausted and burned out everyday. -
Not to mention I’m sick rn and literally can’t stop feeling like I need to barf my insides out
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And this whole boy drama, which isn’t helping at all.
Like I wish I had time for this stuff, but I don’t. Not if I wanna get into an Ivy League, or even a college that my parents want me to go to. I need grades over 96%, which is f---ing impossible right now. I need to figure out how I’m gonna play basketball next season, WHILE trying to balance everything else. AND, I need to free up some time for this stupid Mock Trial Club s---. -
And the stupid boy drama. Jesus Christ I’d like to go one day without feeling like absolute shot because of it.
Does this guy like me back? Does this guy wanna go out? What’s this guy think of me? Should I just drop it and focus on school? If he likes me back, will the anxiety get worse? Is he even okay? If we actually both like each other, then doesn’t that mean that school’s gonna be even more stressful bc I’m gonna be trying to maintain a relationship AND all this stupid school stuff? -
I hate everything rn and no
It’s not bc it’s that time of the month.
I’m just stressed out, anxious asf, not doing my best in school, and I’m so f---ing pissed off because this guy’s not even being straight with me.
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