the big bruh
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Thread Topic: the big bruh
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Tomorrow is Friday, that means you'll get to watch rupaul's drag race. You have something to look forward to. Don't get upset now. We're so close.
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It's March. You made it. You made it so much longer than you thought. It's been a little while since your attempt. You're doing just fine. I know that school didn't work out, but you have plans.
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Just....breathe. It'll be alright. It's been a few days since you cried, a record. We'll figure out the sleeping situation.
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Stop worrying. It's not doing you any good. It's really not. Nothing will happen.
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You're okay.
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You have other friends. I know you're scared you're going to lose them too. But...everything's going good with them. You're not fighting with them.
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They won't leave.
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I...don't know why I'm being so kind to myself right now.
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It feels weird. Like really weird. But it's also calming at the same time.
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Maybe he doesn't enjoy playing the game with me.
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But we haven't got to the good part so I can't say yet
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I'll go check on him now
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Oh...he's taking a nap until dinner. Maybe he really doesn't want to do this with me. I know I'm overreacting but it's kinda painful.
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Like it mentally hurts a lot more than it should. We were going to play the game earlier in the week, but things got in the way. It seems like he's stalling. It shouldn't feel like such a rejection, but it does. I only want to play this game with him. It's all I want. Because I want to share something I love with him. And I hope he ends up liking it as much as I do.
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And earlier, when I reccomended anime I wanted to watch with him, he just...seemed to brush it off like my opinion didn't matter. Maybe I'm reading too much into it. But I want to do things I want to do as well as things he wants to do. Am I asking too much?
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