brandons thread ?
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Thread Topic: brandons thread ?
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halloween
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I don't know why the f--- I ever showed them this place
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Man I love having a pet snake and losing it
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I think im finally going to do it, I say I'm going to all the time and don't go through like a complete p---- . I can't get over a relationship that ended over a year ago. It is getting worse. It is driving me completely up the f---ing wall. I have to come to school every day and see you changed and different. It drives me up the f---ing wall. I still keep old photos of us. I cant delete them. It drives me up the f---ing wall. Within a couple months it will be my 2 year anniversary here and I'm only here because she brought me here and I'm still here to this day because i have absolutely nothing else. I still even have your valentines day present from a year ago on my dresser . This is how desperate I am. I'm so f---ing lonely I don't even know how to explain it. My cat is dying. Now my pet snake got out of its cage and is now god knows where in this dumb--- house. My grandpas car is still f---ing derelict and I'm too broke even getting paid to buy parts. I'm eating more and more and working out more and more to bulk and I'm just losing more and more weight and getting skinnier and f---ing skinner. Everything I had as of February 2021 I still have in my room now I even sleep with the green penguin blanket still. I cant let go. My mind is so tired. I changed who I am or was just to try to move on. I feel like a ghost. I feel like a walking ghost and I don't know what I'm going to do with my life anymore. My plans are gone. I used to cut my chest and face and I feel a want to do that more and more often now. "You'll find someone" yeah sure that sounds about right "go find yourself " this is what I am. This is what I am.
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What good are my dreams of a nice house and cool cars with a family if they can't be with who you choose? Am I really expected to work for this bulls--- through my entire youth, waste it away, then have a little money and be a complete f---ing loner living alone and with a couple material possessions to my name? A couple cars? So basically nothing of actual f---ing value? What a great nice slap in the face it is to be shown what a happy Christmas and a happy birthday and a happy Halloween and a happy anniversary feels like and then nope, you've had your fill, now go work for the end result of that never happening again
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HELLO
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