butt baby
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Thread Topic: butt baby
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I can't stand this feeling of nothing, but nothing is triggering any other feelings. No matter how much I try to force sadness, it just won't come.
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Although I've been thinking about her a lot, and I wish I could just let her go. But I don't let anything go. Every lost friendship, it's like a log I keep in my mind.
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But the only one that's really been manifesting is hers, probably because we were friends for so long before I destroyed it. Our friendship was so strong, it just proves how I can really destroy everything.
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Today is my mother's birthday. I wished her a happy birthday and got her a present. Even though she crosses every single line, I still want to make sure I'm a good child. I don't think I could handle being seen as a bad daughter.
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Although, I must admit I do take my "good child" behavior to the extreme. It's all I know how to do. I wish I was braver, maybe then I would be able to stop.
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It seems rambling is working, I'm starting to feel again.
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I wish I was able to feel love. But it's like I can't when it comes to outside my family. But, I also know there's nobody out there that would love me. But I still desire to feel what others feel. A connection. People my age have usually been in relationships before. And I wish I was able to do the same. People my age have done a lot of things I haven't done, and it makes me feel like I wasted my "rebellious teenage years".
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Going over my mom's this weekend
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I can't wait to see Xauqi, I'm really sad about what happened to the kittens, but hopefully with enough pets and snuggles, Xauqi will feel better
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I hope she'll snuggle with me when I get there, I definitely missed her.
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Maybe I'll post a picture of her one time
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I miss my 10 Plauges universe
I wrote so much for it and none of it got a chance to happen bc I deleted the server like a dumb dumb -
And then I wrote for the sequel of it too
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I would love to be smart enough to create an ARG esc thing
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I have to watch gampy while my brother goes driving
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