butt baby
- Locked due to inactivity on Mar 23, '22 3:54am
Thread Topic: butt baby
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And what I want changes so often I can never truly get what I want.
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I don't have anything to lead me on any path
Not even a preference because it changes from "I want to get better" to "I want to get worse" to "I want to just stay this way" to "I just want it all to stop" -
I want to know why I change so much because it bothers me to a point that I don't think anything should bother anyone to
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But I don't know how to word how much it bothers me
Like I don't want to say it bothers me this much because I'm afraid of hearing that it's a normal thing because I feel really invalidated when something that bothers me to this degree is brushed off as normal and the subject is changed -
Like I get people change in different moods and that humans aren't one note but I feel that the rate and how much I feel it cripples me isn't normal and if it is than I don't think I can live with that
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I can't keep pushing this subject away in therapy anymore but I feel my therapist just doesn't understand how much it bothers me and doesn't think it's important
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I feel like I'm the only person who thinks this is important
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And I want them to see how important it is to me but I don't know how
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I don't understand how a feeling can tear someone up so unapologetically like this
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I got my blood work done, proud of myself bc I'm so scared of needles
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Bruh I hate this about myself so much
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But I'm gonna watch TV so hopefully that will cheer me up
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I'm just bored and lonely I guess
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I should really expand who I talk to
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I'm still here
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