butt baby
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Thread Topic: butt baby
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Finally home
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I’m eh. You?
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I'm pretty much the same. Are you new here?
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That's Danny
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Sorry I thought you know who I was lmfao
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Omg sorry I'm a dumb 😭
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You are not
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It's Christmas eve!!
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I'm helping my grandma make lasagna this year
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Happy holidays
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Omg sorry I was helping with the lasagna
Happy holidays Danny!! -
Only one more lasagna left to make
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Thanks
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I'm gonna respond fo my past self from the capsule here
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Hey past Pag,
Why not 'Paige'? Well, I'm trying to stray from that. I don't like being me anymore, so maybe using a variant will help me cope.
Yes, you still use Pag! It makes me feel safe and I think it's good that we switched to Pag.
As of right now, I feel maybe there's something undiagnosed with me/possibly misdiagnosed with something, when it's really something else. I'm very unsure, and I hope you will have an answer for me.
I don't think you're misdiagnosed with anything, but our depression can be so bad that it feels like it's more than depression. But as of right now, I don't think there is anything else it could be. You just have very bad depression symptoms.
I've never been in such a rut before in my life, over half a year now.
I'm growing more paranoid. I spend most of my time thinking about how people respond to me, and if I pissed them off. I can't go to my school any more, all I can hear is their laughter. I can't tell which is them actually laughing at me, and what is in my head.
You still feel like you're in a rut, but the paranoia has passed. And about school, you actually end up dropping out! But we're going to a new school soon, so there's a little bit of nerves with that.
I don't really know where I am, it's like my soul left my body. The gears in my brain are turning much slower, and my memory gets worse every day. When I get really stressed, I start to stutter, and I also have a rough time forming basic sentences.
The feeling you are feeling sounds a lot like dissociation! You tend to do that when you're under a lot of stress.
I feel like I'm at war with my body. I can't really explain it, but my body is....diseased? Cursed, maybe? I don't care what I eat, because no matter how much I diet, I know my stomach will always be this ugly. I don't care to excercise, because I know no matter how 'toned' or 'strong' my arms/legs get, they'll always be so gross. I want to cut my arms and legs off, all the time.
About the body thing, that's another thing you do when you're under a lot of stress! I don't really think about my body too much in the way you're describing. You've grown out of that.
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