Daydreaming in Nightmares
Thread Topic: Daydreaming in Nightmares
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Sorry... :(
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I'm so f---ing dumb
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I don't deserve anything
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Hey, you do deserve many things. You deserve a lot more than you think.
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Thanks, but I think I need some alone time. I just feel... hurt.
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You do deserve things, Esp. What's wrong?
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I'm annoying.
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You're not annoying! Why would you say that? :(
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You're not annoying at all!
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I shouldn't talk. I shouldn't get in people's space. I shouldn't be so selfish. I shouldn't exist. I tried hard to have humor and to please everyone, but where did that get me?
I want positivity. I want people to tell me I'm never a burden, even if they're lying. I want to know my positive traits; but all that ever comes is negativity. I don't want to live, and I don't want to exist; about an hour or two ago I was actually planning on running away and getting hit by a car. I hate it here... All I ever asked for was a new start. I never realized how annoying, stuck-up, selfish, manipulating, toxic, stupid, ignorant, arrogant, etc... I never deserved anything. I just want to leave. I just want to die... But nobody ever seems to care enough to save me. They say they care, but then they leave me in my darkest hour. I don't believe in love and friendship; all it's ever done is fail me. I'm afraid of the negtivity and my flaws. I try to be perfect, but I know I'm not. -
Brycen really hurt me with his words in the past, calling me toxic, selfish, manipulating, girly, etc., which really scarred our friendship. I'll forgive him, but I won't see him the same. Not trying to blame him.
I feel like Cats hates me, now, and there's no way I can fix it. I love her, but I'm uncertain if she feels the same way, now.
I feel as if everyone else hates me, too... -
Esp, you don't have to try to be "perfect". You're good enough by being who you are. I'll confess, the reason that I didn't go to comfort you when you were having breakdowns was because you said (or I figured) that you wanted some time alone. If you want me, all you have to do is ask
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It may feel like everyone hates you sometimes, but that ISN'T true. Look at me and June for example. Would we be here if we hated you? Think of Cats. She loves you. Would she want to date you if she hated you?
You have a lot more friends than you think, it's just hard to notice when you feel like you're in the dark and there's no one to pull you out. But our thoughts are not our realities. -
Esp I know that sometimes you can think that people don’t care because they don’t want to bother you (what spice said) or they don’t see your posts. I’ve been in my venting thread a lot, and other people seem like they’re ignoring me while I’m at my lowest points. I don’t know if people care about me, but people care about YOU.
I really do care, and I’m not lying. While I might not always have time to talk to you, I really treasure the fun times that we have. -
Es I would never never ever hate you you are perfect and awesome and I love you no matter what I’d love you if you were trying to murder me or something I still would
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