Cabeswater Landing
Thread Topic: Cabeswater Landing
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whenever i manage to actually get up.
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my schedule this next week is kinda brutal tbh
only one day off -
tuesday won't be so bad if i do my shopping and cleaning monday night after work
i can focus on notes and self care -
im right at 40 hours this week, and that's after i take out my breaks. yikes.
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im gonna try and keep it positive about tomorrow. its a long shift and im already so tired BUT BUT BUT I just need to power through. I can power through. im gonna eat my breakfast and go in pumped and not focus on the clock. 3 hours is nothing, and it's just three, three hour segments plus a 30 minute break. no biggie. no biggie.
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you underestimate how little i care about anything
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i could die today and the only thing id really be sad about is my dogs
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it sucks that my grandpa wont let me bring balthazar inside. he's started sleeping on the musty ole dog bed that i threw on the porch. (trashy i know, but it got musty AFTER i put it on the portch- that is fenced in, btw)
So i figure i should just go and get a dog house for him and set him up on a runner outside and see if anyone notices. -
it hurts.
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but, im fine.
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tw discussion of self harm
not going to hurt myself, dw, just venting
Sometimes i want to smash my head open on a table -
the desire to harm myself is so strong i can taste it, it tastes like burnt toast
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and old pennies
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i dont think im real
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just one inch from the edge
a slight breeze and im gone
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