Dont deserve to live
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Thread Topic: Dont deserve to live
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Im a mistake to everyone
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Cant feel a thing peeps
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You are not a mistake to anyone. You DO deserve to live! If anybody tells you otherwise, their wrong! Life is worth living.
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Thank you but the worth isnt there
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I've kinda accepted my life as something to forcefully withstand as opposed to a deserved gift
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Had another huge fight so thats why I was ranting and s---
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They think me ending my life would hurt them? Its hurts me to hurt them and that only happens while Im living. So logically, you know how it goes
Things I want to do I cant do, things I need to do I cant do, as long as Im stuck here and in myself
Pain intensity or lack thereof is in the eye of the beholder, and my pure initial existence in this world has done me the most damage
While I still dont plan to stick around long theres not much choice at the moment other than to let the pain subside and those tiny unimportant happinesses to continue
Even though theyre wasting their money and drinking and living in an egotists world and even though I do what I mentally and physically can for everyone it wont be good for them. I called them weak. I could be weak too but in a different sense
In a way Im proactive. Im also self destructive
But sometimes its enough for me to just conclude how painfully embarrasing it is to fall ill to a life of suffering you already knew and expected yourself so damn long ago to be yours -
If you need to talk to anyone, we'll be here
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Cant get close to anyone but at least I can find good friendships that mean something
And since ur aware the fights I have are endless just know Im easily capable of progressing past that because deep down we all suffer it seems yea?
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