b thread, pt.2
- Locked by Acrimony on Feb 11, '21 7:31pmReason: Locked upon owners request
Thread Topic: b thread, pt.2
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its just that everything always feels like nothing changes
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you're not bugging me, I promise
do you want to talk about what happened? what needs to change? -
yeah i mean i wake up and every day is just a clone of the last, and i mean especially this semester in school its just tasteless, and i mean events times people situations like nothing ever changes, and the things i try to change just dont change
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I hear you. that sounds awful. have you tried to change your routine? I find that when I feel like I'm repeating a mindless task, trying something new or different could help out.
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i mean literally my mom, my dad, my sister, none of my friends at school, nobody at all ever asks about me, for anything
how was your day? howre you feeling? whatve you done today? lets talk about you.
my parents only ever talk to me if its to fuss at my grades or ask about school stuff
my friends are just light friends, like just people you hang out with, and i literally dont text any of my "friends"
and if someone can tell im not feeling the greatest or dont want to talk or anything of that nature, they try to pretend like they cant tell because they dont want to deal with it -
but the thing is i cant change my routine at all. school on weekdays, get home, work on homework till 9, look thru instagram some. chop wood and load the porch on saturdays, church on sundays, finish weekend homework, back to square one. it never changes with people either
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one of the main things of being a friend, a good parent/sibling is making sure you're alright! there's more important things than grades and school. like your mental health.
have you tried voicing your concerns and issues with how they're treating you? it sounds like they're being a little self-centered -
try changing your people. sometimes, the people we immerse ourselves with can change our attitudes and feelings. they may be making you tired or anxious/nervous depending on the way they treat you
I have to sleep, but I really hope things get better for you <3 -
i mean my friends are only half real friends, my sibling is to be honest an a33hole, and my mom and dad are more of just a like, biological pair of parents, if you know what i mean. im past the point of caring what they think of me or how they treat me. but i mean i wish i just had a dad or a mom for once, cause its always felt like im living with like 2 teachers or school counselors as parents. anytime ive ever tried to talk to my parents about anything ever they try to find a way to fuss at me for some reason. thinking of like trusting them or telling them anything personal just seems non existent to me. i mean i lie to them so naturally now its not funny
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no matter what i do or say or no matter how long i wait it feels like literally no one gives the slightest fu about me no matter what happens
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a big thing that means a lot to me is honesty and stuff, and i find myself lying to myself all the time so much that i cant even tell when im lying anymore, or who and how often im lying to, about anything, i feel like a fraud
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someone from arkansas got our f ucing credit card info and spent 9 f---ing hundred dollars so i cant buy birthday or valentines gifts now
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not that it would matter anyways cause im this close to just cutting it off
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nvm
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I'm sorry
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