The Davis Household
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Thread Topic: The Davis Household
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AaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAA
LOVE IS IN THE AIR, AND I’M SO CONFUSEDDDDDDD -
*eats the air*
Now it's gone >:) -
NO, WE NEED THAT AIR TO BREATHEEEEE!
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This isn’t a normal headache, is it?-
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Uh oh
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Time to sleep before it gets too chaotic, g’night! :3
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G'night Summers :D
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I can’t sleep.
Why does everything have to be going down hill for me?! Why the hell am I crying, I don’t know. I remember back in 2019, everything was perfect. I was a straight girl with lots of friends and “crushing” on a boy. Why did it come to this?
It all started when September 2019 rolled around.
I started questioning my sexuality and fighting with my bff. My feelings for my old crush disappeared after being heartbroken. We stopped talking, my bff and I. Then I started crushing on another boy. When he moved away, I started questioning my sexuality again. Bisexual, Asexual, questioning, Asexual, questioning, Bisexual, and repeat. Then, I developed a tiny crush on my girl best friend. But I knew she didn’t like me.
My mental health started dropping from there. 2020. I hate hearing that number. Quarantine ruined my life. I started growing addicted to Tik Tok. So bad, that now I have parental controls on my phone which limits my screen time.
Drop.
School started growing stressful, and I joined GoToQuiz, meeting all of these wonderful people. My mental health got a little better.
Then it fell again when I started school again. I started questioning my gender, boy, non-binary, girl, Demi-girl. My dad wasn’t happy with me wanting to change my gender.
Drop.
I started to have horrible thoughts. But everyone here helped me, which I appreciated. But, it’s getting worse. That small, tiny crush on Vio made me think over everything. I haven’t talked to my ex-BFF in a year. I want to text her, saying I sorry and that I wish we talked more. That I wanted things to go back to normal. This election shouldn’t tear us apart, even if she thought that orange man was “good”.
My mental health is bad again, guys. I’m sobbing right now. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I wish that things would go back to normal. I wish that we could all talk without feeling so much pressure.
even if it doesn’t seem like it, we all are hurting inside. I feel the pain. I feel pain all the time now. I don’t know whether or not I have anxiety or depression. My parents never took me to see a therapist or doctor. But I’m always stressing out, thinking I’m lying to myself. I’m lying. I’m lying.
What the hell is wrong with me. -
Nothing's wrong with you!
You're a beautiful person with a precious life.
It's fine to question things. Take time to get to know yourself before getting to know others. -
There has to be something wrong with me. I shouldn’t be feeling like this all the time. I want to h3rt myself, but I’m afraid to do it.
Eclipse, your a beautiful person too. I know what your going though. And I’m here for you.
I don’t know how. It’s hard to when your always questioning everything. -
I’m tired of living, sometimes. Maybe if I just “accidentally” fell, it would go through as an accidental death.
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I can't say that I understand everything you're going through, because that would be lying.
Nothing is wrong with you. You're perfect to who you are, even if you disagree. You're a kind, lovely person. That's one of the main reasons I had a crush on you before I got over it, lol
I know how hard it can be when you're always questioning everything. Questions such as; Who am I? What's my sexuality? Why am I here? But I know you're strong. You can get through this. <3 -
...You had a crush on me..? :>
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Yeah! xD
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Oof, I wonder who else had a crush on me back then...
Anyways, thank you for talking to me. I don’t know why this is a reoccurring thing that happens, but it was on my chest all day. <3
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