The Davis Household
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Thread Topic: The Davis Household
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I’m tired. Not physically, but mentally. I’m tired of living. What’s the point? I’m useless and I know I’m already going to hell. I’ve been taught that for 6 years. I’m already bisexual, If I k1lled myself, I’d go to hell anyways.
The old church I use to attend to still wonders where that brown-haired girl with the purple bag went. I attended for 4 years, and disappeared, never seen again. If they all found out I was bi, they would kick me out. The disappointment.
I wonder why my Christian parents haven’t disowned me yet. They probably believe it’s a “phase”.
My grandma and ex-best friend are Trump supporters. Both blonde, white females. Now it’s my turn to be disappointed. They don’t care for my basic human rights. I can’t look at them without feeling disappointed.
Oh Irene, I’m sorry about that. -
Hey, are you okay? There is point in living. Everyone has to find their own reason to live but trust me, there is one. You are not useless and if you believe that by being bisexual you'll go to hell, you're wrong. God loves you no matter who or what you are. Being bisexual is nothing to be ashamed of.
God is love, right? If he is love, why wouldn't he support love as long as it is really love? You don't have to apologize for venting and sharing your emotions. It's okay and I am here for you if you need me <3 -
I’m never okay anymore. My mental health is dropping every day, and my parents always think it’s because of my damn phone.
I’M SO TIRED OF IT! MY PHONE IS MY COPING ITEM! I WOULDN’T BE SURPRISED IF I HAD SOME MENTAL DISORDER WITHOUT KNOWING IT BECAUSE OF THEM!
I HATE EVERYTHING. I HATE EVERYONE. I HATE MYSELF AND I SOMETIMES WISH I WAS DEAD! -
I CAN’T DO THIS! I CAN’T. I CAN’T DO THIS.
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I CAN’T.
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I CAN’T. I CAN’T, I CAN’T, I CAN’T.
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She’s coming, got to hide.
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Everyone left me.
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I’m alone again.
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Deep breaths, try to calm down. What's wrong? Who's coming?
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Mom. My mom. She’ll take away my last coping item. Then she’ll ground me or hit me.
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So your phone is your only coping item?
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I have two. My iPad and my phone. She took away my phone. I’m using my iPad. GTQ is my happy place. Where no one will judge me.
That’s what I try to think, at least. Deep down, I feel like everyone is judging me. Maybe I’m too hyper, too annoying, or too depressing, too boring. -
Maybe venting is too selfish. Maybe I sound like a spoiled brat.
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You aren't spoiled and you aren't selfish. GTQ isn't a place for judging because honestly, we all have our own issues. It's a place where we can learn to deal with them.
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