Loo Loo Land
- Locked by Hephaestuschild on May 6, '22 4:38pmReason: Bazongas
Thread Topic: Loo Loo Land
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I'm making plans for the future knowing fully that I'll disappoint literally everyone.
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My friends. My partner.
I can't even keep myself happy. -
I was safer trapped in my room alone. At least then I couldn't let anyone down. I could of logged off then and no one would of noticed.
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I could spiral and it wouldn't matter. I couldn't scare anyone. I couldn't annoy anyone with my emotions.
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I'm an inconvenience.
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I don't know how I've gotten this low.
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I don't want to be this low.
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I can see everyone leaving me. Every day. Less and less interaction. It's my fault and I deserve it. I'm never there for anyone. I'm annoying.
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I'm going to be sick.
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Why did I try.
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I don't know what to do.
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I stayed calm. I didn't run, this time, while spiraling. That's progress.
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I need to find a healthy balance. This masking is killing me. Everytime I get a break I break down and I know it's not healthy.
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wow now that I've vented I feel weirdly better
It always be like that tf -
No turning back.
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