Loo Loo Land
- Locked by Hephaestuschild on May 6, '22 4:38pmReason: Bazongas
Thread Topic: Loo Loo Land
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I'm just so lonely. I miss being a part of huge roleplay communities and being the group mom and people coming to me because they want to be around me.
I miss the me everyone loved.
I used to be important.
Then she took me and isolated me and
Now I'm too scared to even be myself anymore and it's so painful
I want to stop being afraid and join EVERY rp and enjoy life again but I cant without fear I'll be rejected
And I'm 23 now. I'm some weird person.. why would anyone want to rp with an adult. She always drove that nail in. "You're an adult, isnt it weird to interact with minors? You shouldn't do that."
And I didn't
And now I'm scared if I do I'm doing something wrong.
That befriending teens is bad.
Because I'm old. -
A huge part of me wants to hit leave server but the part I care more about wants to stay because I am having fun.
But the fear is so overwhelming. -
I mean, my character is cheap. I literally joined by saying "oh I've been here the whole time I'm an old friend of alfie" and I
I just feel like I shouldn't be there. -
Like I'm stepping into someone else's house and I dont know how they'll react. I feel like one wrong word and people will hate me.
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I'm trying to talk and connect but they're all already friends and talk to each other and that's valid I mean I'm the most boring motherf---er in existence I'm literally the worst.
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I cant even come up with anything to do to distract myself alone. I'm pathetic.
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why
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I'm so scared of being unwanted.
But I've always been unwanted so I don't get why I always care. -
I dont want to feel alone.
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