Solar Eclipse
Thread Topic: Solar Eclipse
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I push people away, not because I don't want to talk to them, but because I'm afraid I'll hurt them...
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Ok Then don't do anything stupid Eclispse okay?
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Sure, whatever..
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I feel numb, emotionless...
Nothing matters, anymore. I don't deserve anything; it's proven. Now I'm tearing up and beginning to sob my sorrows away as I write this; by now, I just seem helpless and dramatic. I'm stupid to think anyone would ever love me; in reality, nobody ever actually cares. And, here, "care" is strong word... Same with "love". If you say you care, why aren't you actually there for me?
You ask me if I'm okay when you already know the answer... Asking that is just a painful reminder that I'm not okay. I have so many memories in my head, and so many emotions I don't know how to describe... Please, don't bother to comfort me. I already know you only do it to look good, and to look innocent.
You betrayed me after I put so much trust in you... Doesn't it hurt when someone you know becomes someone you knew? I know you know I cry over you, but you don't do the same. I was never a good friend to anyone, I know; it's depressing when you tried your best, but your best wasn't good enough.
I don't even care, anymore. All I want to do is die. -
I've been strong for too long; now's my time to be weak.
I tried. -
Eclipse I want you to put on headphones and play the song you feel most connected to and play it as loudly as possible then just forget about the world for that time just for that moment and just flow with the music and not flow with the world. Just Try it ok? if you don't want to try for yourself then Just try for your friends.
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All the songs I feel most connected to are suicidal.
I have no friends. -
Haha...
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How about you listen to some of my songs? You might have a different music taste, but mine don’t totally suck.
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No, thanks, sorry.
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Okay, if you say so...
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Do you feel like "All my friends are fake, They only want me for the day until they don't, I stay up wondering, What if I broke my Leg, What if I changed my name, Would you love me the same or are you just Fake?" ?
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Miss Wanna Die
My R
Her Last Words
Help Herself
Born Without a Heart
Demons in my Head -
@Brycen: Precisely... But, there's more to it than just that.
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I listen to most of those songs, plus more.
Every time my sister puts on “Miss Wanna Die”, I instantly make her turn it off.
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