Solar Eclipse
Thread Topic: Solar Eclipse
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~ Venting ~
I can't tell if you were truly there for me, or if you were just playing my heart.
Either way; I'll continue to wait for you. -
Hiiiiiiiiii Ethieeeeeeeeeeeeee
Oh you're venting-
Perfect timing for me to get here ^^' -
Hewo, Cat! :D
Don't mind my venting, please. -
When can we do another Zoom?
My aunt is coming over for Christmas eve and day, and she's like the only nice family member I have, and for those two days my parents and brother are going to a bar. Don't know what they plan on doing overnight, but whatever. Technically my aunt is already here. So I have to be extra sneaky with GTQ. And especially Zoom. But she is downstairs wrapping presents, still, and last I checked there were like 30 so if she's still wrapping, maybe I'll get more than 2 presents for once.
So anyways it'll be hard to zoom tomorrow and Friday but I reeeeeeeeeeally want to so can we
Like now -
I'll try to sneak on :3
But my mother said I'll be grounded if I bring the computer upstairs one more time... :(
She's getting suspicious of me, but I love her and respect her. -
Are you not allowed to have the computer upstairs? :3
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No, I'm not, unfortunately. :c
Wait, is she sleeping? Hang on -
OMG OMG
I GOT THE COMPUTER UPSTAIRS -
YOU DID?!
ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM??? -
Yesh, I'll get on Zoom.
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I'm feeling like myself, today.
Annoying, ugly, grumpy, depressed, tired, exhausted, etc.
I keep tearing up, but forcing myself not to break out in tears. -
I hate being considered just a normal person, not unique in any kind of way.
But I can't argue, since that's all I really am.
I want to help people, but it seems I just make things worse.
But when I do help, they never help me back.
I feel used. -
People never seem to care about my feelings, no matter how many times they say they do. As I write this, it may seem dramatic, but sometimes I wish for someone I could truly rely on. I've lost that so many times, being my snobby self.
When I'm in love, I only find they don't love me back; only love someone else. They don't even notice me.
When I'm in a friendship I think I can trust, I find I'm only being used.
I've been there for people my entire life, trying to help them in the best ways possible, but I get no respect in return. -
If someone were to tell me they love me, I'd tell them I love them, too.
You know why?
Because I'd be happy to know someone appreciates my existence, and someone actually loves me; not using me for their own gain. -
No one on here does that, Espi. We care about you.
Also you never posted Zoom link
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