Bet you didn't think that I'd come back to life stronger.
Thread Topic: Bet you didn't think that I'd come back to life stronger.
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I wouldn’t look for friends on the GTQ servers lmaooo. Your best bet is servers outside of this stupid site xD because let’s face it.. most of the people here are generic and pretty much the same.
It’s honestly a hit or miss. There are people out there who are your type of friend, it just takes time to find them, unfortunately.. And from what I’ve seen, you can be a pretty open person when it comes to chatting with others. And there are a lot of people who like you. -
xD
Idk. I try and it fails -
I can see how it feels like that
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it feels hopeless 😔
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Well, as long as you have at least one person in your life that’ll stick around, right?
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I hope I do..
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Well I have to sleep, so I hope you rest well when you do. Goodnight.
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Goodnight
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I love him but I’m also angry that he left me when I needed him most. But his needs comes first, and I told him that. Doesn’t mean it sucks to be alone. I want him to be happy but I also wanted to be the reason he was happy. I wanted to make him happy. Me.
But I did the opposite, even if he said I did make him happy. I ruined him, I just know I did. He doesn’t have to admit it for me to see that.
I was so numb for a while ever since the call, and yesterday is when it hit me again. It’s a rough rollercoaster I want out of. Even had a dream about him, and he completely ignored my existence. I feel like that’s what’s going to happen and it hurts. He hasn’t posted in the server and I haven’t either. It’s like I’m not allowed to, and I’m sure he feels the same, and that f---ing sucks. It’s the only place we could see each other post. Everything else I was removed from so that it’ll be easier to heal. Still confused why he still has me as a friend tho. I guess blocking each other is the only way if we want to post on the server. But we both can’t bring ourselves to do that? And we both belong in the server.. Everything is so complicated.
Whenever I lost someone, it was always left on a bad note. But with him, it wasn’t. It was just unfortunate. I don’t think I’ll ever find someone like him. -
I just want to fast forward because I miss him.
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Oh he finally posted.
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f---. It’s so bittersweet. Maybe I should block him…
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block him
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I’m too weak
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I’m heading out rn. Gonna spoil myself a little.
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