Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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Will you be my bff? 'Cause I tk what's comin' next and I'll be Lmho with the rest. So ttylxox
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But I like Zendaya's songs more.
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Chameleon's quotes are making me cry.
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I want to feel prettier...but I don't want to look all stupid, girlified.
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saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
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I just wanna go online and buy up the stores. I'd make them run out of hoodies, cat ears, crop tops, and videogames. I want that so bad.
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I don't want to be the girl who only exists because of her depression meds. So hopefully, whenever I see a professional, they don't just slap me on those and say, "Problem solved!"
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My headphones broke, so I can't listen to music, now. Music is my therapy.
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Alright.
I said no crying in this thread. There will be no crying in this thread! -
We're done, here. Nothing else to express. No more "I wanna cry" f---.
I'm not going there and no one can make me! -
I'm not sure what to think of these people. On one hand, it's nice to know they care. But on the other hand, I'm wasting their time. It's the same cycle, and there's nothing more they can do when they've given me advice and I haven't been able to follow it for whatever reason. Though my reasons could be valid, they all sound like bulls--- and I'm sure that's what they're thinking, too.
I get that.
So, I hate accepting their concerns when I just keep getting into the same cycle over and over.
I vent to myself to keep from spreading my misery to other threads and being a bigger burden to these kind folks. -
I mean, I especially feel bad for Tyler. He says I'm no burden, and I'm sure he means it, but I'm not sure if I can be alright with him being okay that I'm a mess. I'm not sure if I'll be okay with letting him try so hard to fix a girl like me.
I'd never really want anyone to have to deal with me like this, but I can't just fade out of existence. I think he deserves the world, and I'd hate to put so much on his plate and not have much to give of myself. I feel too guilty. -
But I love him so much because of how much he cares for me, and I guess that's what makes it so hard to push away. I can't just make myself leave him because I feel so strongly. But as I feel so strongly, I also feel that just my love alone is not enough to give. I could never repay him for what he does. I could never even begin to say all he does for me or what he means to me.
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He's so devoted, and I admire that so deeply. He seems sincere and I kind of feel comfortable around him. I don't sense any harm or ill-intent, but of course, I've felt this before and was dead wrong.
However, I could never hold something over him especially if he never did it to me.
I can tell he's really sweet, that's for sure, and being around him doesn't feel bad...not bad at all. -
I think...……………………………………………………………………………………………
It might not be as bad as I think. Why do I always expect the worst? I should be aware of the worst, but hope for the best.
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