Ripper's Edge
Thread Topic: Ripper's Edge
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Le1F Advancedna mayb l8r
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Alright.
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I'm still kind of upset about how things went last night and this morning. That threw my whole day off. I thought I'd wake up feeling better, but it actually got a whole lot worse.
I didn't know how to put it in words that my mom would understand, but I was crying because I just want a normal life.
She gets angry when I say this and goes on to lecture me about how it seems ungrateful to want such a thing.
Teenagers my age are allowed to have jobs, they have their own phones, they get to see friends, they freely enjoy the internet. If I'm always stuck at home, why can't you accommodate? You don't let me do anything I want. -
I'm just stressed, and I don't know how to fix that. Every time I think I'm doing better, it's just messed up and it takes me even longer to get back to feeling close to okay.
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And I hate how I always feel so emotionally needy when I get sad. Like, I want attention. I want to feel like someone cares. I want to know that there's someone who'd want to help me through this and protect me from further damage--guard my heart from it. It's sad when you hope for someone to do this against your own family. But I don't feel emotionally safe with them anymore because they don't regard my feelings. They think I'm overreacting all the time and don't bother to ask why. Then, if they do ask why, they always deem my reasons invalid.
I know that no one in the world could protect me from every pain, but deep in my heart, the picture that my longing paints is just the security I can have when I hold tight to someone and they embrace me, no matter how broken I am; they willingly and loyally give their time and heart to live my nightmare through with me.
But how could that exist, and who would do such a thing? -
And what's with the little kid thing? I sometimes feel so stupid when I just realize that I'm acting like a little kid, either when I'm in need or making jokes, trying to be funny. I have the attention span of a five year old, sometimes. I've been told I have issues because of my behavior.
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But...is something wrong with me?
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Le1F Advancedyes
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*treads lightly*
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Oh whoops did I just walk in on something?
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@Le1F:
@Penny: It's okay. I was gone for a minute. That's why I didn't answer. -
My head hurts, now.
Major sadness. -
Of course, something's wrong with me. What isn't?
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It could be just my personality.
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