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You okay there buddy?
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Nopedy nopedy
Im going berserk
I lost it earlier
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My life is quite literally the synonym of hell right now. there is nothing.. i mean nothing.. that can distract me from how bad its become, except a handful things. I was thinking of offing myself +3 times and how COOL it would be, if i just fell to the floor limp and blood splattering from my head. Then again im just pushed visicly today.
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My dad is on a ROLL and i mean he WONT STOP. Hes gonna hurt himself soon
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I just have to rant right now, ignore if you want peeps
And also, its HILARIOUS in a way cuz its one bad thing after the other. Broken car... OK. Broke... Got it. Literally in hell, check. the desire for nothing, absolutely. Death awaiting? maybe, i dunno. Health problems coming to your fam and you alike, no way for u to fix yours or them to fix theirs cuz MONEY. And an ex who pretends she cares but f--- if she does. Living alone but at least having buds who try to understand but they just dont cuz...
Word, man. Word up. -
I dont even think twice about mr orange soda retard (Trump) at these recent moments. Instead his ludicrosy is tattooed on my problems like a disgusting reminder that hes 1/4 of the issue.
What is usually my 4-6 am wake up session will 2night be my winding down session, where i will find the nerve to be temporarily alrighty. -
Unless i ask one of my buds or maybe some random weirdo if they know a guy who sells or owns guns. but thats just a last-call idea. f--- it. Im not even upset. I just wanna lie down and think about good things in life. Hilarious...
Life is great, my exact words yesterday.
Remember that kiddos. Life is great. Until u die! -
Speaking of. i want 2 hurt myself, so fricken bad. Theres numerous ways i could do it that Ive been thinking about.. but i might as well get ready for sleep, cuz tomorrow is gonna be another long comedic day that I cannot let go unfinished.
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Please don't hurt yourself fam
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Yeah plz don't.
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Thanks peeps, somehow i eventually chilled and passed out for 5 min but then i woke up. Then i passed out again and heard a scary doomsday siren which panicked me awake in about 5 secs. it was BADASS, the noise was realistic, i swear it was in real life but it wasnt.
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realistic as in, LOUD af!
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Your life may suck now but It'll get better. You can't have all the flavor if you don't go through some fire first.
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Yea i agree. I hope the aftertaste is ashes, better than fire.
Also if ur pfp has a moon, then cool
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