~*~Axels Universe~*~
- Locked by axelbeans on Jan 1, '21 12:59amReason: old
Thread Topic: ~*~Axels Universe~*~
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i made one for general protection and healing and set some intentions and affirmations to heal a situation and bring desired results
i think i did it right bc it feels right??
am confusion tho bc this is the first one i made LOL -
i know the growth is necessary but,,, :(( i want my best friend so bad like. is it crazy to say that i can feel his soul and mine like longing for each other??? -
i know what i have to do as i’ve already began. i’m bringing balance into my life and i’m establishing my priorities. i recognize the wrongs against me and how unfair all of this has been, but i also know that he’s a victim of circumstance. just because i get to see him good and just bc i trigger and inspire him to be better,, doesn’t mean he’s automatically perfect either. he brought some dysfunctionality from his home into our friendship and projected his issues onto me and abruptly ended a special connection— likely (probably LMAO) due to his poisonous girlfriend. i have to heal my heart and the situation before we can get back on track. i know when things are over and the tarot and my intuition hasn’t been wrong once this whole situation. while i rest and grow and heal myself, i manifest and visualize eli returning and how our story and connection unfolds following his leaving the toxic girlfriend in the past so he can grow properly for the future. at the very least, he’s desperate to be better and i know he’s capable. but that damn viper partner just holds him back like crazy and yknow what,,, SHE DONT EVEN LIKE HIM LMAOO
so i’m gonna sit back and heal myself and this situation and being peace and protection and growth to both me and eli so we are ready for ourselves and the rest of our lives when it’s time lol -
that. was a lengthy journal but my brain is so loud and i’m processing a lot of emotions and situations rn.
i see victories in our future, our nearest one but
damn. is s--- hard rn or what LOL
the sun misses its moon and i just feel the moon missing the warmth of the sun too :(( -
i just want him to come back bc like,,
i don’t have any other motives or goals in my actions other than to love and protect him to the best of my ability. if i think i can do better i adjust or really try to.
i have no reason to be manipulative like even if i wanted to or if i was like that,,, there is n o t h i n g i want from this b---- at all???? i just want his love and presence in my life to be as close as possible -
this s--- is hard
at the very least does eli not realize he has no one AGAIN -
she isoloats the fück out of him and if i remember correctly, that’s how things began to get bad when i was new in his life. like-
he didn’t have any other friends at all and she just became SO bad AGAIN. like- -
i’m not letting this happen to him again idc if he manages to block me in real life. i love him way too much to allow that to happen
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i wish eli could see and hear me now.
i wish he just knew how much i f---ing love him -
eli if you’re out there idc what you say i just love you and i think i have a love worth settling down for u too but regardless of that
that b---- don’t even like you i can’t believe you just cut me off over a girlfriend that don’t even like you -
it feels so unfair like i didn’t do anything wrong and yet i’m the one who gets the s--- end of the stick.
i worked so hard for this relationship with eli and ???? all she does is take advantage of him and keep him wrapped around her finger and it’s so infuriating
and i’m the one who gets punished ?? -
either way it doesn’t matter because in the upcoming week after we reunite, all is well with the world because we leave our toxic relationships and past behind us and go on a date to olive garden and then nap at home 💓
see how nice the future is once we remove the toxicity and grow ? :3 -
they were right bc this manifesting s--- is coming so natural to me now i am so f---ing powerful -
:( and i want popeyes crinchy chimcken
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i mean ig it can be kfc but like,,, idk that popeyes seasoning and that airy crunch just *chefs kiss*
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