my thread ^-^
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Thread Topic: my thread ^-^
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O.O
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f---
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tied
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I wonder how I’m even alive
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Keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
Overanalyze every single word you hear
"Was this a sign that things were going wrong"
No no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them
Stay up every single night staring at your phone
Either attempting to gather up the courage
To turn these demons, these constant reminders
Of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
Or praying just for one second you could feel
The warmth of equally returned love
Go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
Always bring your notebook, never stop writing
Leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
Watch them smile as you get in your car
Talk down on yourself whenever possible
My life is s--- because I deserve it, right?
You must have done something real bad
Its nearly impossible for you to cry now
Avoid your friends for weeks even though
They're the only sense of consistency you have
Left in your life, if they really wanted
To see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)
Allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
Watch as you begin to take a backseat
To the world around you, don't fight it
Become a secondary character in your own motion picture -
I wanna cry but I just did makeup f---
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It’s so cold
makes me feel worse -
I’m tired of trying to be okay
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I can’t see him today :c
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why do I care so much about people who probably don’t give a f--- about me
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pain is neverending
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It it’s also a part of life :(
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well then my entire life is full of nothing but pain
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I still feel like s---
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today’s just a f---ing s---ty day.
- mentally feeling worse than usual
- my bf can’t come over
- constant mood swings
- just a s---ty day
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