my thread ^-^
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Thread Topic: my thread ^-^
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kakyoin
that’s it that’s the post -
maybe I should give dhmis a shot
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I’m so sleepy :(
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I want to hurt myself so bad but I don’t wanna hurt anyone in the process or make myself feel worse and guilty
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I understand that, but if you hurt yourself or resort to cutting, you'll regret it, whether it be scars or self pity, you'll regret it
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the two times I have it bothered me but I can’t help but feel so bad and I regret not even knowing how to be mentally stable anymore
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is it bad that I can trust a forum more than I can trust my own self
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okay I’ve calmed down, I should’ve put a tw on my post. but I’ve started working on a creepy/calming painting to calm myself
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so I got yelled at for not working on commissions (I started one last night) but I literally just wanna leave the house and go to my friends place rn
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I feel like I’m the worst person anyone could be with
I only cause problems for everybody -
I have no clue what’s even wrong with me anymore
only things I know for sure are anxiety and ptsd, my depression is either some form of anxiety and ptsd mixed together, regular depression, or bipolar. but I don’t even have enough money for diagnosis and I don’t want to go on meds for anything
f---ing fun -
suprisingly today was great
got to spend it with my friend and we got to do a lot of nice stuff for once. really wanna go hang out with her more but she’s busy during the next two weekends :(( -
Hey, how are you holding up?
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I’m okay, doing better than usual! how are you?
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I'm good! I want to get into writing again, but I have major writer's block.
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