bubbles
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Thread Topic: bubbles
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i hate this online school bulls---
i can't believe i actually wanted to do it at one point -
hey!
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Hi.
You scared me.
I understand life is hard, but please don't say you're going to kill yourself especially if you're not.
Saying you would like to die is understandable and okay, but saying you're going to kill yourself--
I can't handle seeing anyone say that anymore. -
okay, okay
it's just i was ready to leave, ready to go somewhere other than this house, and i can't because out of nowhere there's something we have to attend
that really pissed me off, and now i'm in a s---ty modd. i'm sorry -
I get it.
I just...feel stupid-emotional today because of some stuff that's happened. I'm going to try and calm down, now. -
i'm sorry about that, i know some days are harder than others. if you'd like, i'm here to talk to. otherwise, i really hope your day gets better
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I don't know where to start.
Also, replying to your email from Sunday. (It was late at night when I got it, so didn't see it until just now.) -
it's alright. just take your time, and make sure you're comfortable
yeah, i kinda figured it was something like that -
I don't feel like I belong in my family. I've always felt this way. Even when I was really little, I could tell they always treated me differently. And now, as I get older, I find that it's harder to live with them and easier to see that they don't like me.
I'm the one everyone makes fun of or uses as a life lesson on what NOT to do, and they don't try to help me. Their version of help is forcing me to be more like them, and that's not helping me.
And it is literally so that every time I start to feel happy, they have to crush me, otherwise they're not happy. Whatever makes me happy, they don't like, even if it's not wrong; and whenever I'm sad, it seems that everything's okay for them again.
I'm tired of it. I just want to leave, but even once I turn 18, I have found that's not an option because I have no money, no way to get a job, and no one who'd let me stay with them.
I am utterly alone in the world with no help whatsoever and it makes me feel like a helpless little kid who cries too much. -
do you feel better after typing it all out?
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No.
I could write out (and have written out) everything I'm thinking or feeling, and I still don't feel better. Several of my journals just go like that. -
i'm sorry to hear that. is there anything you do that helps calm you down, or relaxes you even if it's a little bit?
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Nothing immediately comes to mind.
I usually just get distracted for a little while, eventually.
(Sorry for the late reply. Yet another stupid incident just happened.) -
how about a therapy toy? a stress ball, some slime, or a stuffed animal? there's many different kinds, but what they all have in common is they help you relieve stress and help you relax
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