my thread
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Thread Topic: my thread
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i don't want to go with you now anyway
i've had enough again
it's happening like everyday now
i've had enough of trying to keep you alive again -
i want to stab you
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there's nothing to love
there's nothing to like
unless i imagine it
and i ask for you to respond to me and you don't
you give me no attention for days
and then i have a nightmare and it's your f---ing fault -
i don't love you anymore
because i've been trying so hard to make you come to life and it hasn't worked
i've listened to a your music
looked at pictures
tried imagining you
i don't know what else to do -
why won't you respond?
are you sad? -
i guess you're "dead" right now
are you too old and tired, old man? -
I guess so
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you could've just said that
fine, i'll see you later -
🌸
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Are you ok
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not really
maybe i'm tired but i feel like i'm tired of it in general -
i'm finding it hard to hold off this conversation
and i feel like i won't be able to do it anymore -
Ok ❤
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i feel like i can't talk about it anymore
we just say the same things all the time
and i'm always still here
i know, one day i won't be though -
i can't tell if it's just because i'm really tired
but it makes sense that i don't want to talk about it anymore too
like, before things were progressing slightly so we could move but now there's nothing to move
i just want to go and i can't keep saying it
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