Uncertain Title.
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Thread Topic: Uncertain Title.
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Plus side, 126, 621 was my HHA score.
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After a bit, I have beaten 150, 000 points. Now what?
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I have been hiding in plain sight,
And no one knows.
I am the void of each night
Where nothing grows.
This could be for us the spark of life
(That we've waited for)
Even if you dare to draw the knife
(There is so much more)
We'll raise the dead tonight!
Tomorrow is already changing
Now lift your eyes
This is ours for the taking
Don't be paralyzed
I crave so much more!
This could be for us the spark of life
(That we've waited for)
Even if you dare to draw the knife
(There is so much more)
We will raise the dead tonight!
(There is so much more)
(There is so much more)
To the dearly departed
We've never left your side
To the dearly departed
We've never left your side!
This could be for us the spark of life
(That we've waited for)
Even if you dare to draw the knife
(There is so much more)
This could be for us the spark of life
(That we've waited for)
Even if you dare to draw the knife
(There is so much more)
We'll raise the dead tonight!
We'll raise the dead tonight!
I may be in love with this song. -
Holy s---, this wind is nuts.
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We ain't getting anything cold in Florida or wind at all
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That's surprising. Lost power for a few hours and it may happen again.
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I'm guessing you noticed
But yeah, no I'm not doing the best
You ever feel like you found something or someone or anything that you love but it gave you more than enough and then something terrible happens to that thing or person you love then it just becomes a memory almost like it died. In a nutshell I haven't been okay because I'm realizing someone I was very close to dropped all sorts of communication with me and I won't ever be able to talk to them again practically. I didn't expect it to hit me this hard because me and not said Burson haven't spoken for 6 months but the two years that me and that person were talking Non-Stop
so much was given to me
And maybe it was too much because now I'm dealing with the fact that I try to fill in this hole that was left but alas nobody beats her. If I just didn't grow so close I wouldn't be having this issue but at the same time those two years were the best two years of my life and now all it is is some sort of crooked Nostalgia that's turned into a practical nightmare that affects me while I'm awake
But I'm going to keep on going no matter how much I suffer because some people need me even whenever I'm at my lowest I know there's some people that rely on me to help them. So however long this is going to take to recover if it even ever does happen I'm still going to be here pushing through. Because death never was and never will be an option in my life it doesn't matter how many friends I lose. I'm going to have stories to tell 50 years from now and I want my descendants 2 know my story so that maybe they could avoid the same thing
Sorry for rambling in your thread -
I figured. I also know how that feels. For the last five years, it's haunted my waking dreams every August. I still cannot forgive myself for failing her.
It's quite alright. Vent if you wish. -
Two and a half hours. I remembered why I enjoyed doing these.
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No sleep. I've hit that giddy mood and I despise it.
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Die Maschine is quite fun.
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Whomever ADRI600 on Destiny is, I thank you.
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*Spotify. Damn I'm tired.
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Oh. Hell. Yes. You can sit in New Horizons?! The 19th can't get here fast enough!
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Forgotten how f---ing good Dead Again was.
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