I am a loser who
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Thread Topic: I am a loser who
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Bulls--- I don’t care if you’re not my actual brother we’re stopping all of this right now f---ing punch me or stab me I’m done I’m getting him help
I’ll be back god knows when goodbye gotoquiz -
Are you ducking kidding me that’s scummy
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I’m having a mental breakdown too but do you see me ducking snorting cocaine and screwing up college no so man the f--- up I don’t understand why this is so hard f--- me im crying
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I literally have a disease that I got for being stupid for f---s sake it’s not the end of the world for me and I found out I have to pay a lot to get medication for it do you see me acting like a fool like you
You’re literally healthy and s--- and seeing you throw your life out over some stupid girl hurts man you’re my brother you’re supposed to be the smart one not me -
I’m livid and literally a second away from packing my s--- and dropping out to attempt to go back to my original hometown. I’m done.
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I want to cry.
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I never knew not sleeping for 2 days would make you have the brain of those dogs with the dancing head that’s how I feel right now and probably because I haven’t had anything to eat in a day I really need to prioritize myself instead of others
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I’m having my first meal in days and it’s god sent
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I mean meal meal not snacks like I usually eat
I was able to get $20 and bought myself some breadsticks and a pasta salad with lemonade
I am happy -
Sometimes I wonder if I would have an easier life if I just drop college and get 2 jobs so I can stand on my feet.
I’m really really broke but I know that if I drop out now it will be harder to get back into college because I’ll already have my life committed to something else like work and utilities
Being an adult is hard. I should have stayed in my home state where I wasn’t broke. -
Utilities what the f--- does that even mean
Jesus it’s like I’m permanently high 24/7 now because of this prescription
That’s another thing
My b---- ass needs medication now and I’m mad because that’s another expense and it’s like
I really hate my life choices right now.
I’m staying here because I have nothing left in my old state, but like
Sigh
I wish I knew 🙃🙃🙃🙃 -
This is the last time I’m ranting about my health because I feel like it’s attention whore ish behavior and I don’t want attention I just want to vent so it’s going to be long but like
I think I need to talk to my doctor because the thing he prescribed me makes me feel like really dumb
I know I might sound dumb on here bc I use no grammar (but come on it’s a small online forum who even uses punctuation on here to rant in their own thread? Not mee) but in real life I am actually of regular iq
When I say I feel dumb I mean like I don’t understand what I read
I have to read things 10 times in order to get what they say I can’t do f---ing basic calculus because I keep forgetting basic formulas and I’m always sleepy and tired if someone asks me something I’ll have to think about it for like 20 seconds before actually replying
Basically:
Sleepy
Slow comprehension
This is dangerous because I literally have to use my brain to the 100% of my capacity so I can pass my classes since I’m starting to take upper level ones
If I don’t fix this I’m going to fail this semester
Okay end of rant no more health related posts
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Oliver tree is a bop
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My favorite color is green
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Monday and Friday classes grade your attendance
Tuesday Wednesday Thursday do not
There for if I don’t go to class but get an a on all my assignments I can still pass
Even if I get a b
If I get a c and the rest A I can still pass with a low B
I’m doing that I can’t go to class anymore I’m just leaching off Dan’s notes and popping in for test days
The other 2 classes I need to go to
I guess that will help yeah.
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