I always come back here seeking some form of closure

Thread Topic: I always come back here seeking some form of closure

perc30 Newbie

5 years ago

I’ve seen all my “friends” on here leave
And I’ve seen all my “friends” in reality turn all for nothing
There’s no change in the pain. Honestly coming on here and b----ing about in the first place made me fall hard into that pit. I wonder if it didn’t happen would I be who I really am or would I be the same exact piece of rot I am now?
s--- H, I’m so sorry. You were basically the only people that ever really got me. I’m so sorry for my wrongs but s--- gets too much to handle especially when it’s all I’ve ever known. I’m sorry you have it better than me. No matter where I go or what I do it’s hell for me wherever I step. I’ve said sorry way too many times for s--- to ever fix itself but when im high is the only time I can function like a human. As wierd as that sounds. I don’t know what the chances are of you seeing this this on here especially since it’s been years since you were last here.

s--- I just dk anymore
I never wanted pity from anybody since that’s what everybody thinks
When you got no body you get comfortable with your demons I guess
Dark22978 Expert

5 years ago

I don't think you should apologize to someone when they "have it better than you." Whatever happened likely isn't your fault. You shouldn't let yourself obsess over it.

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