New thread, new me.
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Thread Topic: New thread, new me.
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There👏is👏a👏significant👏discrepancy👏between👏higher👏verbal👏skills👏and👏weaker👏motor,👏visual-spatial,👏as👏well👏as👏 social👏skills👏
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So I don't understand your nonverbal communication. In combination with my anxiety and depression, it can make me jump to conclusions. I also have an insecure attachment style due to my parents leaving me multiple times, as well as friends ditching me constantly.
I want to make a schedule with you on when we talk, because I think I'm scaring/overwhelming you, and I'm not trying to do that. I don't have any creepy obsession with you, I just don't know boundaries that well.
We kinda have been distancing ourselves and I think we both know why. We're having issues, and the only way we can make it better is working through it. Neither of us want to end the friendship, but we can't just ignore it. I'm going to state what I personally think is wrong. -
I actually clapped that one post out.
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You telling me to cut it out or saying an idea of mine isn't that good, isn't going to hurt my feelings. I'm more afraid because you aren't saying those things, and it makes me feel like you are scared of me, think I won't listen, or that I'm too sensitive in your eyes.
I know in the past I've been very sensitive and stubborn, but I'm not as sensitive/stubborn anymore. I don't want to hear only the good things. It makes me feel like I can't trust your opinion.
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I'm not a saint, and it is lack of communication on both parts.
I've been beating around the bush lately, and not admitting it. There have been things that are bothering me, and I don't say them directly. I don't usually say immediately when something is wrong, which means I wait until a certain point, where I feel I have to tell you, because I'm so upset. When I'm upset like that, my vagueness could definitely be perceived as aggressive sounding, and I should work on that. I could've perceived something you said incorrectly.
But we don't deal with it properly, and I'm trying to work it out, but it's not working. It takes two in a team. -
Lol
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Anyways
I started playing a cute game and I like it, gives me something to do. Got some other games as well -
I'm very scared and paranoid because of some news I found out. It's really dumb honestly, but it scares me so
Apparently we have a wasp hive in our attic, and I believe there's some birds there too
Our attic is in a door that leads to stairs in my uncle's room, which is basically next to mine. He said they can't get in my room, and that they are alive, but aren't aggravated or anything.
But if you know me, I have a very big fear of any stinging insect, especially bees/wasps/hornets. I have a very severe fear reaction to them. -
ReeseButtercup NoviceHeyy!!
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Omg Reese!!!!
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ReeseButtercup NoviceHi! I'm so sorry I missed you!
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It's okay! Life happens
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Ugh I should probably shower because I gotta do a video call for my group
Hygiene really feel like a burden sometimes -
I don't remember if I showered on Tuesday but I probably didnt tbh
Didnt shower yesterday
The knots are coming back
Eh, I'll do it -
Bruh the app didn't even work properly on my phone
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Also I gotta start doing a nightly routine my therapist said
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