New thread, new me.
- Locked due to inactivity on Jun 23, '20 3:54am
Thread Topic: New thread, new me.
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Honestly guys idk what is possessing me into thinking this is funny and I'll doubt it will stop soon
I'm so sorry -
I'm going to the aquarium on a field trip in what was my favorite class and I could barely wake up this morning because I'm dreading it, and I guess it showed because my grandma asked what was wrong and when i told her she's gonna get mad at me and told me she cares how I feel. After I told her she screamed at me, told me how horrible I am, then refused to talk to me.
My IEP meeting is today.
And honestly I think I'm going to drop out -
Like tomorrow
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Love being able to not even handle CPS class bc mentally unstable
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I kinda want to talk about this to my friends but I don't think this is something they want to see. So I'm gonna explode here
Speaking of friends
I honestly don't even know what to do anymore. I feel like they'll just ignore me and think I'm emo if I confide in them in anything. I feel they only will talk to me when I act more loud and carefree. So why don't they talk to me when we leave school? I thought I was doing what they wanted. And I'm like falling apart and I'm about to scream -
When it's someone else in the friend group everyone listens to them and it's just like aaaaaaaaa
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Ok I'm gonna go back to being my true self, Drew P Wiener and change my profile picture to the real me
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I feel better now
I had a lot of fun despite being ignored
I'm sorry my mood swings are w a c k -
Here it is
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my grandma really out here being like "omg you're so strong"
n o
ily but that's a lie
i got it quite easy
im just really weak and let unimportant things get to me
it honestly isn't as bad as my mind makes it seem
im quite lucky tbh
the things i went through were mild at best
I'm just really w e a k -
and i feel really bad when you say im strong because thats an insult to strong people
most people have been through "big t's" but that's not me -
Jeffery Epstein did not kill himself
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Me: I'm sorry I haven't been acting like myself lately
Also me: *continues to act not like myself* -
I think I've been too attached and an a--hole to a very good friend of mine unintentionally but I'm too scared that if I bring it up that I might lose them.
It's just I've been so stressed and my brain is in knots and I don't think because thinking is stress so then I say something that can come off as being rude and I feel bad about it for hours even though I know my intent wasn't to be rude and I don't want to stress them out by telling them every thing that is wrong. Like I told them a tad but then I changed the subject because I was uncomfortable
I honestly dont deserve them they can do so much better but I dont want to lose them because I can barely stop texting them because they're just so great
Jrbdow iij r e dks inch ecueiw -
I radiate very toxic energy and I hate it
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