New thread, new me.
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Thread Topic: New thread, new me.
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I feel better
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Why am i like this
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I have not been on this planet lately and now I have to write an essay, do five history assignments, do a lab I neglected for 8 weeks, and study for 4 quizzes/tests that I have to make up because I was absent and months of notes I've neglected.
I swear I'm the queen of poor life decisions. -
I have to do all of the assignments I listed by tomorrow. c':
Should I get to work, even if I don't want to when I get home? Yes
Am I going to do any of them? Probably not tbh -
I remember when I was a good student who would cry if she didn't get an assignment done on time or if she didn't do her homework.
Now I'm a small brain -
I'm stressed about it, but also not stressed? My days are a blur to me. I haven't really been thinking lately, I just kinda exist.
Today has been the first day I really am thinking somewhat. -
I feel like I'm about to fall asleep
And I went to bed at 8 last night -
I gotta take a quiz next period on something I didn't learn because I was absent when she did notes, and she does it on the whiteboard, so she can't upload it online. The day I did return, I made another small brain decision. She asked if I was doing okay and if I needed help. I wasn't even doing the worksheet because I got so frustrated trying to figure out wtf I was doing. And I just wanted her to leave, I didn't want to be bothered so I told her I got it and understood everything to shut her up. I was so out of it on Friday, it's like I just shut down completely and couldn't learn because having to put another thing in my brain was impossible. Yet, at the same time, I had nothing on my mind. I never thought before I acted, and would only do things I wanted to do at the moment.
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I also seem to be binging again lmao.
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Honestly I might go guidance for next period. It's last period, and I genuinely don't believe I can manage a quiz.
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Hahaha I did this to myself
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But when I get home I'll feel better.
Maybe I'll get some ice cream and relax for a little bit
I made it through the day, and that's an achievement for right now. -
Did I do it? No.
Is this my last chance to get a grade for this essay? Yes.
Did I even do a rough draft? No.
Why did the teacher have to tell my grandma I know it's my last chance and that doesn't change anything. -
I'm gonna try to learn how to play DnD so my friends and I can play
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