Red roses on my grave, bury me with art
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Thread Topic: Red roses on my grave, bury me with art
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PointlessDreams Experienced//official thread
Honestly wasn't going to come back to this place but I need to clear my head. A lot has been happening lately and I'm really struggling to keep up. I'm not a camgirl anymore, that was a s---ty choice on my part, and now I'm back home and have my first full-time job. Parys is still.. Being Parys. And I'm so, so, so worried about her but I can't control her. She says she's going to come home eventually but who knows.
It's only going to take me a couple months to save up for a place. My goal is to go back to college when my little brother starts dual enrollment next school year, so that we can take algebra together so he can help me, and so that I can drive him to his classes. And then I plan to pursue an English/Education degree, move to Colorado and become an English teacher. Obviously it's all going to take a couple years but I'm very hopeful. I'm trying to see a therapist, and my gp has been trying me on different anti-depressants and anxiety medicines. I'm not really sure they're working yet, but I'm trying my hardest to be a little less stuck in my head all the time.
but honestly i'm just really going through a depressive swing (being bipolar sucks ass) and I wish I was someone else every second of the day. But I'm still here, haven't offed myself yet, so.. That counts for something, right? -
and now im testing pfp
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ig it'll do for now
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SAINTMOTEL NewbieIm such a weakass b----
I was about to take my anxiety meds but my coworkers came outside and i was like... nevermind then -
I feel you my dude.
Btw indie is a cute name
I actually marked it down in my list for future childrens names
Your break and my break overlap lololol but im about to have to go back in
Are you going to go home early tonight??? -
SAINTMOTEL NewbieNo actually, and I'm not on break. But okay, bye! And thanks.
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SAINTMOTEL NewbieI'm hijacking your thread while you're gone.
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SAINTMOTEL NewbieRed roses is my least favorite lil skies song. Welcome to the rodeo is a whole bop.
I don't know why I take smoke breaks outside when I'm literally freezing the entire time. -
SAINTMOTEL Newbie"But smoking is bad, Indie!"
So is killing your coworkers. It's one or the other. -
SAINTMOTEL NewbieI'm probably going to be stuck here tonight until 10 doing dishes because the lunch shift sucks.
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hi literally freezing the entire time. im faceless knight
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SAINTMOTEL NewbieI hate this thread title. Mainly because it makes me remember that skies has too many songs with Landon. Screw landon.
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hi probably going to be stuck here tonight until 10 doing dishes because the lunch shift sucks. im faceless knight
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SAINTMOTEL NewbieI dislike ever song with landon/lil pinch in them. Just saying. He ruins what would otherwise be phenomenal bops for me.
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