Shadow's castle
- Locked by The Coldest Sun on Dec 28, '20 12:43amReason: OP is banned.
Thread Topic: Shadow's castle
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I appreciate it, and I'm trying to smile, but I'm in a mood right now. This happens.
You and I are very much alike. But when it comes to how we've grown up and what we've faced, that's where it's very different, I'm sure.
Have you ever had family that promised they'd visit you, but they had no intention on doing it, ever? -
TheshadowDrago2 Newbiestay in my arms as long as you want
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I'm not trying to hurt you, but I just need to let it out. I never feel like anyone understands me enough, and when I try it with anyone else, they don't.
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TheshadowDrago2 NewbieLet it out I'm here for you
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I've been lied to, I've been tricked, I've been abandoned, and I've been betrayed by my own family! Outside my household, there's only a handful of family member that actually care, and those are the one's we're never able to see because they're too busy!
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TheshadowDrago2 NewbieYeah *holds you*
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Every year, my parents promise things will get better; we'll be able to do this, we'll be able to do that, and five years later, we still can't!
What are we doing so horribly wrong that we can't enjoy all that we want to, but others who don't even work half as hard can?! -
TheshadowDrago2 Newbie*continues to hold you*
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It's like I've been raised as a solider from childhood. Ever since I was born, I was taught to fight to survive. Now, I look at my life and realize I've missed out on all the joys of being a kid! I'll be an adult in no time, and things don't let up there. And when I try to interact with kids my age, I'm a strange thing. Someone has to teach me how to be a kid.
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TheshadowDrago2 Newbie*hugs*
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I don't know what I've done with my life to even make it this far; it's all a blur. If you ask me what I did last year, I won't remember. Every year goes the same.
I feel lost, ultimately, but I can't just stand still in time. I have to go somewhere. So I blindly continue, not knowing what I'll even do in life. I have my ambitions, but you see how that's been going. -
TheshadowDrago2 NewbieI'll help you with the ambitious
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To be Honest, I don't even know who I am anymore. I just know what I do, and what I SHOULD do.
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TheshadowDrago2 Newbie*hugs and kisses you*
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So, no, I'm not confident. I'm battle-scarred and weary, but I endure pain. Can't say it doesn't hurt me, but I endure it.
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