Darling, I Got My Trust Issues ["Official" Thread]
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Thread Topic: Darling, I Got My Trust Issues ["Official" Thread]
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it's times like this where my heart hurts really bad
i want someone to wake up with me at 4:54 am and tell me I'm gonna be fine. and I wanna feel them snuggled up with me so that I go back to sleep being cuddled rather than having all of this gap space and a million pillows. -
5:13 and I'm crying for no reason
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you wanna talk about it?
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i would have if there was anything to say
lately I've been having sobbing fits for no reason
or breakdowns over things that don't make sense -
i know it sounds crazy to do this but im going to dedicate this week to Sylas
i already feel everything bringing me down, this is the second time I've broken down sobbing, and instead of letting that happen again I'm going to use him as inspiration to get through this -
its already failing but i really don't think I can talk about it so
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i think that id be ok if i hadn't spoken to him
because now i
just -
ive deleted so many posts because i can't admit most of what i want to say
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i'm just sad, guys. im so sad and every day my heart gets sadder and sadder and im not sure how much more i can take before it develops into something bad.
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im so weak from fighting that i can't cry anymore and i so desperately want to
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i didn't even shower today i just slept and played games and that's all i ever so because i can't cope
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everything that makes me excited doesn't even matter to anyone else and i feel like i can't share anything
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i want to mean something to someone
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i want to be so worth it that
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i just want to be worth it
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