7 day update
- Locked due to inactivity on May 11, '19 3:54am
Thread Topic: 7 day update
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Because my composure just slipped out and everything i felt is away.
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Why can't i show my feelings around you and why does it always have to be your way?
Why do you always threaten to throw me out of your will like a dog?
You threw me out like a dog as soon as i graduated i don't give a f--- about your worthless money that stupid f---ing money I'll earn by myself eventually after i graduate from college and that wont be built on tears of an innocent girl who had to mutilate herself each night in order to feel love because her parents weren't meant to be parents to anyone -
And i understand oh yeah you went to therapy well f--- your therapy that did nothing for me
I plan on building myself into a better version and leave behind that past i had because i dont want my children or my significant other to see that life just because i came from a broken dysfunctional family doesnt mean I'll become trasg and blmae it on my past -
But let me just say that's easier said than done because each day is a struggle.
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I hate you and mom no matter how hard I try to convince myself I don't but I hate you more because of other reasons you and I know damn well. I just wish the best for you and hope you never know how much your stupid games truly f---ed me over.
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Maybe thats why I'm uncomfortable with myself. Pure innocent girl from the past was never innocent thanks to you. Maybe that's why I tried to kill myself and found hope in transitioning. Maybe this whoke thing is a mistake.
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I have to wipe away my tears and head back into my room and start fresh. Graduate from college and shove that diploma in your face to prove I'm not trash like mom and you said. Im so sorry im being so negative on here guys i have no one to talk to and I'm a wreck report me if you wish i have to go
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I just want to sleep.
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Bro why am I like this i hope to oneday be normal man
How do i act like i normally do? f--- i don't know maybe after sleeping I'll wakw up normal after my meltdown over my life -
If you ever want to talk, I'm here
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I wish i came here alone so i could dance alone lmao
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Depression is gr8
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Did you come to college to study or did you come to get into every sorority party there is
Both. -
I wish i could sleep for a whole day yo I'm tired as f--- but parties are the only things that make me happy while they last
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Bet
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