New Beginnings on an Open Page
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Thread Topic: New Beginnings on an Open Page
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oh my god wow
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Ah goddammit
Just god f---ing dammit
My life is nothing but resolutions and high hopes that never go anywhere
Guess I'll try again "later"
But later never comes
I'm still figuring myself out at other people's expense
Every regret is a stepping stone to a better future
So I guess I'll just pick myself back up and keep trying
And not wait for the beginning of a new year or for a blank page in my notebook or the next "good day" that comes along
There are no good days
There are no bad days
There are just days
And you're the one who determines if they're good or bad
So what's it gonna be, missy?
You gonna think about yourself and do what you want?
Or are you actually going to say no for once and do what's good for you? Will the id win as usual, or the ego?
Your new life can start NOW. You don't have to wait around for it to magically show up. It never will. You have to create it yourself. Don't wait for next week. Don't wait for tomorrow. Don't wait for a convenient date. Do it now. Right now. Stop beating around the bush doing everything else but what you need.
Knock it off, Olivia. There is a real world out there that someday you will have to woman up and face, and will you be ready? Or will you have wasted the precious remainder of your childhood years on frivolities?
dang that quickly turned from a classic rant into a mildly inspiring pep talk -
HOW IS THIS STILL ON THE FRONT PAGE
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I kind of hate my Hiccstrid account right now :/
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I baked pretty much all day yesterday
Well, "baked."
I attempted to bake as I usually do while my mom insisted on "helping" and was yelling at me the whole time for being an idiot
Somehow she hasn't figured out that I'm a compete moron after almost sixteen years of living with me lmao -
I haven't talked to Paige in like five days :(
She's probably in f---ing church like a f---ing normal person
I gotta say tho
THANK GODDAMN THOR WE DON'T GO TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY ANYMORE
There was hardly anything I ever liked about that
Like I cannot recall a single time we went to church and thinking "damn I'm glad we went"
It doesn't help having left like eight churches because my parents didn't like them
I didn't really care though because all the kids my age would make fun of me because I was homeschooled
And if they were homeschooled they would judge me because I was too unconventional for them
Or because we only had three kids and the minimum for a "proper" homeschool family was eight
I've been through a lot peoples -
My five-year Q & A journal asked me yesterday "Who are the most important people in your life?"
I literally wrote "My "best friend" Natalee and everyone on GoToQuiz"
#Pathetic -
BEST GIF EVER
I've posted it like six times already but I don't care
CUZ IT f---ING ROCKS -
I stg I hate our Sunday night group
THERE ARE LITERALLY THIRTY PEOPLE IN OUR HOUSE
Mom fails to realize being the only person under the age of f---ing 35 isn't the most fun thing in the world
I mean I can get along with adults but not that many -
Mom is being a bigger dick to me about turning sixteen than when I turned eleven
Like for no reason
I don't want to wear a jacket when we go shopping because
1) IT'S NOT EVEN f---ING COLD
2) I'M LITERALLY SWEATING RN
3) WE'RE GOING TO BE OUTSIDE FOR LESS THAN TWO MINUTES NOT LIKE WE'RE GETTING A f---ING CHRISTMAS TREE
And Mom's just like "Fine, be that way since you are almost 16 and that's how almost-16-year-olds act"
SHE EVEN DID IT IN FRONT OF OTHER PEOPLE
THE STUPID ASS BURCHES
I HATE THEM BTW
Like I gave an ice cube to the dogs and they kind of made a smallish mess on the rug because they're dogs and my dad said "You should clean that up" and I said "Yeah...I should..." and didn't get up
BECAUSE IT'S A f---ING JOKE WE HAVE I WASN'T SERIOUS MOM
But she takes it all like "Oh she's just being a teenager she's going into that rebellious stage"
Am I really that bad? She seems to forget how awful Elijah and LeAnna were
I don't feel like I'm acting any different but apparently I'm an ass now just from existing -
If Mom ever finds this site again and reads all my s--- posts about her I am so screwed
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This scared me so bad lmao
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I DIED AT 6:22
(Yeah I'm literally watching f---ing pewdiepie kill me now) -
I don't even have the dignity to fill up a single page of my thread
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WHAT
GODS NO
HOLY s---
HICCUP AS A TODDLER???
I WILL f---ING DIE
RIP OLIVIA
I WILL RIP APART THE UNIVERSE WHEN THIS MOVIE COMES OUT
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