Show me where my armour ends, show me where my skin begins
- Locked by Dark22978 on Dec 31, '17 10:07pmReason: Owner's request. Starting anew.
Thread Topic: Show me where my armour ends, show me where my skin begins
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I know that when I do this, they're gonna go after y'all. Parys and Jayson, they've only heard the bad stuff. They're going to be angry and hurt and they're going to want someone to blame.
I want you to know that it isn't your fault. If Parys sends you your letter like I've asked her to in hers, you'll understand why I've decided to do this. If she doesn't, in short, I want you to know it wasn't your fault and that I still love you and you're still a really good friend. Please don't blame yourself, no matter what they say.
On the other hand, please don't blame Parys. She can't understand emotions and she thinks I'm dramatic but she really did f---ing try, alright? And she's been a really good friend to me, too, and I hate that I only ever told you about all the horrible stuff she did because she's actually a really f---ing amazing person.
As for you, J, Idk if they'll actually go after you but if they do I'm sorry. I want you to know that I forgive you and it's okay if you can't forgive me. And thanks for keeping me around, yeah? I wrote you a letter too, but then I threw it away because it's not fair to you. Thank you for everything. I hope you find a way to be happy.
Anyways. I love you, even though you told me not to say it again. Goodnight. Please be happy. -
i have to get permission to take my finals for my science classes but it should be okay
I can take the next couple of days to figure stuff out. Momma already talked to my teachers so I don't need to worry about that.
Parys wants me to spend time with her Friday but I know she's disappointed in me and probably mad and i j u s t really don't want to talk to her about it -
Everything'll be fine
I'm gonna go listen to music -
welcome back Andi
I'm glad you're ok. -
Taylor's message made me cry a lot.
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Im tired
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Honestly I'm not throwing anything away lol I've only thrown one thing away that someone bought for me and I really regretted it after
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everything'll be fine
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I really f---ing want to see them tomorrow
I f---ing miss Parys so much and I want to cry now -
Teenager is l i t
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Jackson's voice is literally one of the most calming things to me
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It's so cold in my room
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She didn't choose me. It was her who left. So I'm keeping it because I want things to remember her by, even if it makes me sad. She's always going to be my best friend, and I'm always going to love her and miss her. I never should have been put in a position where I had to pick between my two best friends. I have a really strong friendship with Parys and I shouldn't have to pick between the two people I love most in the world.
If Rose changes her mind, my door is always open. I'm never going to shut it for her. But right now she doesn't want me and that's okay. She needs to focus on her health and her dreams and if she feels like I'm dragging her down, then I expect her to make the right choice and I won't hold it against her.
I don't NEED any of the people I'm close to. I WANT them in my life, though. Parys, Jayson, Victoria, Rahshawn, Taylor. I love all of them so much. I care about them so much. -
SHE DIDN'T LOSE ME SHE LEFT
SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND
I WAS NOT THE ONE WHO DECIDED THAT
SHE. IS. THE. ONE. WHO. LEFT. -
f---ing hell
Jackson Wang time
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