Show me where my armour ends, show me where my skin begins
- Locked by Dark22978 on Dec 31, '17 10:07pmReason: Owner's request. Starting anew.
Thread Topic: Show me where my armour ends, show me where my skin begins
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So do I I got defcon ahead of me
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Gonna ignore the cancer comment.
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At least after the 28th i can say bye to this s---
The headaches
The dizziness
And maybe then I can focus on getting rid of this extra weight.. Idc if they said I look healthier. I don't like it. -
I know I obsess over it but like
I used to be so f---ing insecure and I mean. I know I'm attractive now. I know I'm not ugly.
But I still get uncomfortable thinking about the weight that I put on. And I almost got into a bunch of trouble because when I went to the doctors, he could tell that I'd been purging and just
It's really f---ing hard. I love food. I f---ing love cooking and eating and sometimes all I do is eat but like. I always get sick afterwards and want to like. Take a knife and gut myself because why the do I eat so much when I know I need to be.. Like last Saturday, and last night. Sometimes I just eat until I know I'll throw up and then I do and i
It's really, really f---ing hard to get better. Really. f---ing. Hard. -
Like i know they all think it looks good, that I look healthy now
But I prefer myself to be skinny and that's just a personal preference Ig.
But I'm on antibiotics that make my head feel like a fishbowl because I f---ed myself up and have an infection in my throat so
Go me, good job -
The gc thinks you're a f---ing a--hole lmao
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I mean you coulda just kept your mouth shut but
Here we areee -
Jackson's been really active on ig and
I love him a lot -
All of them except for Jinyoung and Mark posted last night and I'm upset bc my phone didn't notify me of any of them
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Aris likes turning my anger into creativity ig
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Im so f---ing tired lol
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To Do:
[]Take a bath
[]Email bio teacher
[]Find ph. Login
[]Figure out when to be at the hs -
testing
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hnnnnn need to fix it
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