~Official Thread~
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Thread Topic: ~Official Thread~
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Here I am again, worrying CX
Its probably nothing like it usually is -
I was lying awake this morning and everyone thought I was asleep. Good way to know how your family thinks about you. My sister thinks I'm grouchy and my dad thinks I don't do anything. :/
I don't know what my mom thinks, but I have an itching feeling it isn't good.
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Can't I ever be perfect enough? -
This is one of those moments that I want to talk, so I'm just going to post here.
I don't know what to do at times like these. My thoughts are running to fast for me to even catch up with them, and I let my thoughts get to me. I feel lost, yet I'm not. I try to be happy for everyone, because I've seen how it effects everyone around me. Even though ------- won't admit it, it effects him as well. I've seen him down at his worst moments and I don't want that to happen again. I hate my mind and the way everything works. Being happy most of the time comes with the worst downfalls imaginable. I hate that I'm always a nervous wreck for seemingly no reason whatsoever.
Sometimes I wonder if I actually fit in anywhere. Just a thought that pops up in my mind once in a while. I looks at where I've come from and who I am now. I have changed, but the situation hasn't. In fact, the situation has gotten worse. I need to do something about it, but now I understand what people mean when something like this happens and they are scared. It's hard to explain how it feels, but your heart races and your nerves are a wreck constantly. I don't like to explain my actions, because they are simple, but strange.
I haven't even explained most of them to -------. He want's to know, but there is one thing that I've only told one person. I thought it was normal, but apparently it's not. I grew up thinking that was normal.
I have done everything that I have asked. I wear skirts all of the time. I wear modest clothing. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? -
TO DO LIST:
[] Edit some of the video
[] Add some stuff to the thread in the art room
[] Rewrite and add a chapter to the Core x Jinx story
[] Respond to RP's and Soap's
[] Finish RP with Panda
[] Read through old thread and find that letter -
As soon as I move out, my hair is getting cut and dyed.
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Oh my gosh :'D
I didn't realize the conversations were that funny -
REMINDER:
Tell him that I get jealous a little to easy xD -
So I have to pick up my schedule today
I also need to go on a diet >w -
Hello
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Hey :3
What's up? -
Sick :( Just trying to take it easy. What about you?
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Awh
I hope you get to feeling better :3
I have to pick up my schedule soon, so I know what classes I'll be taking this year. But for now I'm in my room, drawing. -
Thanks :) Taking horrid medicine so you know that will probably work lol.
Ah sounds good. What are you drawing?
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