Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
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Thread Topic: Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
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Because I'm sick of my parents being irresponsible and inconsiderate of their children's feelings. I'm sick of being thrown around like a rag doll. I'm sick of moving from town to town and having no control over my circumstances. I'm sick of having to sit back and listen to their yelling at each other. I'm sick of never knowing what's going to happen to me. I just want a normal, stable, happy life where I don't have to worry about whether or not I'm going to eat or if I'm going to have a home or if I'll have to live with my f---ing mom. The only control I have is whether or not I'm going to f---ing kill myself and get rid of all these feelings and all this stress. I'm still a kid. I just can't handle it.
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The way it's sounding, we might even have to stay at a homeless shelter for a while.
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Maybe I should just sleep ir something. It won't make anything better, but I'll be without pain for a while.
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Hey, I understand how it feels to have no control over anything. Though, there's no such thing as a perfect family.
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Can I at least have one that gives a f--- about my feelings and general wellbeing?
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Apparently not- Look. You'll be old enough in the future to live on your own. You'll be able to be as far from your family as possible. Though, look- You only have one family. Yes, it may be a terrible one though look at the goodness of it. You'll get through this rainstorm but it's more painful if you hide away- Go on and just dance in the rain. Make something of yourself.
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I'm going to be honest. I'd much rather die than go through this. It honestly just hurts too much, and I don't think there's any hope for me.
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But how many times have I said that in the past and gotten through?
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That's the problem. You're dwelling in the negativity- Of course you're going to be a bum. I'm sure everyone would rather die- Normally, i'd say "Think of your friends and such" but I won't If you kill yourself- You'll most likely have an even worse life than now. Me? I'd rather live through this life of mine. Why? because- There's so much to do. To entertain. What if theres nothing after this life? Just think. Yes- it might all be over... but then what? Are you just going to float aimlessly as a ghost? There's so much better things to do than kill yourself. heck- go be a murder. At least you HAVE something to do. not saying to go be a murder. XD Just an example. Come on- you're not alone in this world.
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What the f---
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I'm sorry- I'll leave....
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NONONO IT'S OKAY I'M SORRY PLEASE DON'T FEEL BAD ABOUT YOURSELF
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I'm just trying to help.... Did I fail?
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Listen, there's pretty much no way to comfort me. I've been depressed for a long time. It all just keeps weighing down on my brain, and I'm the only one who can stop it. So don't feel bad. It's my fault, not yours. Please don't feel bad. Thank you for caring enough to try. ^^
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Hey, I can't help caring. No matter how much it won't work i'll still try. ^o^ It's what friends do, right? Helping others or at least trying to... helps me feel better. My lifes a hell hole too so- Yeah. depression sucks. Ass. Haaa- You're welcome though. If you want a person to rant to or talk to, i'll be here. I'll be more than happy to sit back and give whatever you need. While it's just a person to listen and understand or someone to help through a tough choice. Just know, i'll be there-
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