Land of Stars and Echoes
Thread Topic: Land of Stars and Echoes
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I'm back and sober
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hhhhhh
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I thought there was something about you I didn't like but I can't remember for the life of me what it was
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it's a bad week and a bad life
moving on, oh well
put down the pen, pick up the knife,
cut the bitterness from myself
ignore the jagged edges
make something out of me
set down a plan, hope for the best,
and sing myself to sleep -
oh, I changed the words
my mistake -
I think of you occasionally
when things get just a bit
too quiet
and there's nothing I can do about it
and I don't want to
but you were something hard to swallow,
hard to hide,
and you're hard to repress even now
when I'm not falling asleep to the sound of your voice
and I want you gone
I do
but when I remember how easy I thought it all was
I welcome you back
and you don't think of me anymore
but you'll be my biggest mistake
at least until I'm wrong about myself again
I don't regret you
but I regret making you regret me -
oh s---
10 hours later still the second thread up -
I think I'm darker now
than I was years ago
just quieter
so no one has to hear the words
I think I'm sadder now,
more aware,
I think I've made myself miserable again
but now I've got bills to pay,
pills to take,
drinks to drink
and none of it is helping
I think I'm just like I was
when I wrote poem after
stupid poem
about my black heart
about my cold soul
but now I know it's not pretty
so the edges grow jagged from my lungs
from my heart
from my ribcage
and threaten to bleed me out
but it's alright as long as I
can keep a straight face
and I can
because I have for years
and the muscles in my face
froze years ago
I think I'm darker now
than I ever was when I was young
and thought I could cut
the loneliness from my body
or punch the lights
in this abandoned house out
I think I'm getting darker
but it's alright
because my teeth are whiter than white
and that's really where you're looking
anyway -
was that coherent?
I don't know!
I'm drunk again lmao -
I wanna sing songs for people whie I'm drunk but I know no one's here to request a song anyway
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Sing take on me
How are you today? -
I don't actually know that
still breathing, how you doing? -
how about all star?
Pretty good! I’m getting to go out to the shops with my birthday money and Christmas money, so I’m going to pick up a few things for my cosplay!
Have you ever done cosplay? -
I can't sing the meme songs I'll laugh
oh s---, good lluck
I used to try but I'm too broke for tht s--- -
that’s the fun of it XD it’s fine, I understand I get annoyed when I laugh during singing as well
Yeah, I have every needed piece, since I just use jeans and shoes I already had? Since I wasn’t paying like 80 pounds for one purpose shoes.
I just like a flower crown to make my wig look less flat
I agree with you there, it seems one of the main reasons I don’t plant on getting another cosplay until I have my own job.
I don’t know if this is any use to you, but a way to cosplay on a budget is just maybe buy the wig? And then ‘modernise’ or theme your chosen character?
Or kind of like when people Disney bound to get around Disney’s no dress up rule?
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