Land of Stars and Echoes
Thread Topic: Land of Stars and Echoes
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alright
well
I guess I'm gonna go do anything else -
I have so much f---ing work to do and I don't know where to start
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alright well
I guess I'm gonna try and operate a zip tie again -
the zip ties worked this time
I was beginning to think I was incompetent so this was a nice surprise -
now I feel like I'e done something
it can only get easier from here
that's what I'm gonna tell myself anyway. -
*I've
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This bathroom is a f---ing mess. I refuse to believe Bro did this.
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Everything feels okay right now. I know I'll be gone again by tomorrow but right now it feels like s--- is finally coming together. I have my own space. It needs a lot of work, but it's mine, and it's so much better. I expected to struggle through this month financially. I honestly didn't think I was going to make it, but I've got money left over to roll into next paychecks debts. My occurrences are going to start falling off in a matter of days- and then I'll finally be safe. Theresa is going to talk to the overnight co-manager about getting me on overnights despite Lisa's insistence that they don't need me anymore. Things are going smoothly for a change.
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On a smaller scale but still factoring into this mood I'm in,
1. Several bands I like are coming out with new albums soon.
2. It's rainy and Fall is closing in.
3. Someone is apparently interested in buying all of these stupid beanie babies from me? For a dollar apiece? I have my doubts on this one, especially considering you could get these for anywhere between a dime and a quarter at a garage sale, but he's talking about meeting in a couple hours, so I should know soon enough.
4. This isn't a good thing but I can't stop laughing: I stayed the night at a friends house last night. I tend to take up a lot of space when I sleep, so when she asked if I wanted to sleep in her bed with her or on the couch, I said I'd sleep on the couch to avoid kicking her or anything while she tried to sleep. But after an hour of lying around trying to get comfortable, I realized it wasn't working out. I was freezing cold. I got up and let myself into her room, which she shares with a roommate. I didn't want to wake up the other girl (who was, by the way, insanely pretty and hilarious definitely want to see more of her) so I got pretty close to my friend, tried to gently shake her awake while whispering her name. She opened her eyes, and then started f---ING SCREAMING. It was a murder scream. I don't know how she didn't wake up the whole complex, honestly. After she finally calmed down, she let me into her bed and I slept like a rock but that s--- was f---ing hilarious and I feel awful about that fact -
I'd like to learn to play grandpa's mandolin, and how to properly perform acapella instrumentals. I want to make my covers better in any way I can.
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I'd also like to put in a few hours of practice in drawing, and with that said, I'm coming to a conclusion that is already making me feel stupid. I never feel this productive and hopeful unless I'm just in another high, and that means that all of this energy and desire to improve myself is going to vanish fast. I guess that can't stop me from trying my best for the moment though, right?
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Draw.
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I'm doing a lot of things right now. I'll get around to that.
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OH MOTHERf--- I STILL NEED TO GO GET THAT STUFF OUT OF THE TRUNK
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