Ok guys.
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Thread Topic: Ok guys.
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Ok, I know I have done this a lot of times, but this time I actually mean it. I'm serious. I do mean it. As much as you guys will probably say "oh you're just going to mess it all up again a day after you said this." But please just give me one more chance, okay, this can be my last chance. If I mess this one up, you can all punish me or something.
What I am trying to say here, is that I am truly, truly, absolutely sorry for the trouble I caused. I seriously feel ashamed of myself, honestly I just didn't mean to do those things that I did a few days ago. And I also apologize to you because I have been such a whore over the past months. I know that none of you are willing to forgive me, but just give me a chance. I also know that I have done and said this millions of times before, and I didn't stick to my apologies, but this time is different, this time I'll stick to it, I'll be a better person this time.
I have to admit, I was such an attention whore, but I was too scared to admit it, too scared to believe you were actually right. But now I know, now I realize the wrong I have done, and I am here to right it.
I just want to forget about the past, seriously, and I just want to start afresh. I wish not to remember what has happened back then, and I will be grateful to you if you also are willing to let me start again, and forget about the stupid things I did. I knows it's probably too late now, that you are all past the point of forgiving me. But I would be really thankful if you decide to let me pass, to let me try again. Please.
I know this paragraph is beginning to grow long, but I have quite a lot to say.
Remember that I gave my accounts away a couple of days ago, so I no longer own those ones, that means you can't accuse me of being the owner of the account when I'm not. (I don't know if that makes sense, but oh well.)
I don't know who has them, but I am absolutely 100% certain that I do not own them anymore. So if there is a post from that account that is mean or offensive, it's not me.
Anyways, enough of my jibber jabber. I think I have a few certain people I definitely need to apologize to.
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Adam:
I know you do not want to talk to me any longer, that you will probably never ever forgive me, but I will apologize anyway. I am truly sport for the pain I have caused you, for causing so many arguments with you. I shouldn't have been such a whore. Honestly, I am saying the truth right now of how I feel. I'm sorry for ruining our relationships we used to have together, I should have realized waht a bad "girlfriend" I was. Now I know that I am no angel. If you find the willingness to forgive me, I'll be grateful.
Lyle:
I am so sorry for everything I have said and done to you. I don't know if you'll forgive me, but here I go, apologizing to you. I remember the good tikes I had with you a few weeks ago, when you used to be my wonderful GTQ brother. But now, it's jot like that anymore, and I know that it is my fault that you now despise me. Truly, I am sorry. I hope you to give me,if you don't want to forgive me, I understand. I didn't mean to ruin your birthday or whatever you told me, I didn't know, I guess I just took what you said to me in tbh, the wrong way. Sorry.
Andi:
I know you are way past forgiving me, and I remember you saying you no longer wanted me o talk to me, but I feel the need to apologize to you too. I am dearly sorry for being sch a difficult GTQ daughter to you. And I know that you no longer wanted to be my parent, you disowned me weeks ago. Of course I know that was all my fault, I'm so sorry for being such a horrible person, for being such a ungrateful girl I was. Please forgive me, I just want to start again, and forget about the past. But I know it's not that easy, sigh. I totally understand if you don't want to forgive me, or talk to me ever.
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So, I think I have said my apologies to the main people I have upset...
Honestly, I promise I won't break this apology, I just want peace now, I hate the tension between everyone because of me. Because of the horror I have turned this place into.
I hope you all find it in your hearts to forgive me.
I am truly, absolutely sorry. I don't think I have anymore to say now. Good day to you all.
P.S- I will try to stop using the caps lock button, I know it'll be hard, but I will try.
Thank you for reading.
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I will keep bumping this when it disappears, so people can see.
I also have one more request, for everyone to call me Maddie now, because I know some of you call me misty, and I don't like that name. -
I will be going for now, bye.
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Honestly? You do is every time you " leave" I'm down with you. I'm not going to hate on you or anything bru I'm not going to acknowledge the ou any more I'm way past forgiving you. I'll be thirteen tommorow and I don't need teh stress.
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So I spent like 25 minutes writing a massive paragraph for no reason? Probably.
I just wanted to start again, but obviously no one will want to listen to me anymore. What's the point? -
Well I guess everything will just end up being the same: no one wanting to forgive me, no one wanting to talk to me ,no one wanting to listen to me, and no one wanting to give me another chance. I said enough in that paragraph, I know you're all disgusted with my presence, and want me gone, but the least you could do is read the apology and to give me?!
oh well
I'll just go to my thread now.....bye -
The thing is you do this way often you take Offense and take advantage of others kindness you aren't willing to actually admit your flawed and mean it.
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There you go again...
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I just did admit I have flaws. I have mnay flaws, but then I didn't realise I had them, now I do, now I know I am a b----.
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Guys I'm sorry I know I'm hot headed . Or soemthing like that I'd belive you but you word it like that to milk sympathy. -
Well maybe I'm wrong then.
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Maybe if you just stopped getting angry at tehse kind of things.
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Fine. I'll stop being so angry and taking things the wrong way. It's sometimes quite hard to not use caps lock when someone anger ke but I'll try not to. Sorry though.
Keep the account, I don't really want it anyway, I have this one .
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